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2007-12-29T11:29:00.000-08:00

ONE LAST TIME(:

i didnt regret a single bit, never.
(:
even if its too late now.

happy advanced new year evryone(:

2007-12-27T10:34:00.000-08:00

This blog's dead.

2007-12-11T23:31:00.000-08:00

YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM :DDDD
I'm in the mood to blog(: , or rather, found something BLOG-WORTHY!
thanks to the BIGGGEST clown in town(:
So on the 10th December, me and a clown named tasvita(: planned on going to sentosa!
just to lay flat on our backs and talk,chill and do nothin(: oh and take the luge!
And so we met up at je station(:
hahaaaaaa. and due to my stomach downings, we had to stop at queenstown(what a station) and she waited for me (: thanks yarhhh.
hehe. And guess what? She said habbofront! hahahaaaa.
so she was such a nice kind soul waiting for me patiently during my toilet trips(:
Bought medicine .. blaaaaablaaaaa .
And then it rained like nobody's business):
But it was okae(: Caused vivo was hugeeeeee and we decided to catch a movie instead!
Hehe. Bought the movie tickets and bought food(:
The guy was --- (: But oh well ...
Then the silliest or should i say clumsiest thing happened.
We forgot to put the coco crunch we bought into the bag. So we rewindddd to the chair.
Hehehehe. CLUMSY CLOWN ! hehe. and the theatre was niceeeeee (:
talked before the movie started(: hehe. nice catchin' up.
&the movie was nice, especially the ending where i thought the movie still had a longgggg way to go so i said
" wow, the movie so long ah "
then she said, " ya lahhhh"

and and and

the movie ENDED(:

So we walked around and then we headed back to the mrt station
and we passed by Ramen and decided to buy sushi!
Hehe , MAYOOOOO TUNA & SPICCCCYYY TUNA(:
and guess what? we actually went back to the shop as the sushi was just irressistable!
laughing like mad & the woman was like on the verge of laughing too (:
BOUGHTTT MOREEEEE SUSHHHIIIII!

& cam whored(:
* the plastics *
* the rockers *
* the amused *

i want more sushi : DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

oh, i cant find the camera cable! but oh well, here's the one we took with her phone :DDDDD

dont laugh, i warnnnnnn you (:

2007-12-02T03:18:00.000-08:00

O LEVELS NO MORE!
a month ago? oh my god. that just proofs how long i've not been updating my blog(:
but blablabla . i want to find my beloved job now (:
so i'll update ... soon ..

soon just seem so long when you're away ):

i found this at liyana's blog!

2007-08-09T21:33:00.001-07:00

2007-08-03T21:09:00.000-07:00

i cant find words to express my feelings right now :(((
blame my english . hmpphs

lets just REWIND;

RACIAL HARMONY a.k.a POP2007!

hehe.

racial harmony was just so-so to me la . was :/

hehe . nice seein people in costumes , really
hehe . so yea , took PHOTOs with SPONGEEEES (:

we took a blast of photos ( blame it on our PHOTOtakingADDICTION )

heheee . & i rushed home !

4e1 2007 - RACIAL HARMONY:)

FUNNY PEOPLE ! hehehehehe :)

the boys who tore my pants . heh (((: chem-lab partner

2e2 2005(: i love you guys. I'M TALLER xD me&shushu

hehe (: my two top favourites , thanks guys for evrythin (((:

AND THEN , we had POP2007! was rushing this&that . then met kitman & got a lift from her mum (: whee . hais . our turns over . so hard to accept it la . aiya , WILL MISS YOU BANDits . even how hard times were for the four of us , i still will miss you guys . hmpphs . hope the next batch will do us proud (:

& to my eeyore section . THANK YOU VERY MUCH (: what you guys did , was just INCREDIBLE . i mean , i'm really proud of you guys . especially thoose who participated for syf . THESAINT&THECITY . it was hard , but you guys pulled through (: i will miss you guys , i promise . hais

& to my incredible top fours! thanks for evrythin . remember thoose days , march camp , or the time we looked each other and we kept saying " i cant believe it " .. we pulled through . thanks for being beside me , through ups and downs . will sure miss our times leading the band . the times we laughed,cry and do almost everything under the sun with the band . thanks (:

BUTTS (((:

look at the no. of pizzas we ate !! hehe (:

THE JOKERS (:

FROM LEFT ; DUMBOBIMBO , BIMBO , DUMBO , DUMBODUMBO (((:

THE NEW TOP FOURS ! =]]]]]]]

EEYORE ! hehe . i'll miss you guys (:my new principal player (: i wish you all the best =]]] my sweetest (: thanks dear for always being positive (+) my BESTFRIEND ! hehe . i hope you like band now ((:

from TALLEST to ... hehe . (: MRGOH!!!!

and the WONDERWOMAN! (: love you ms ngiam!

i'll update on metamorphosis soon (:

2007-07-09T03:31:00.000-07:00

gahhhhh . today has been such a oh-so-not-nice day ))):
doc says i'm having some viral-thing inside me . & he claims that i should have lots and lots of rest .. but how is that ever gonna be possible . hais ))): & i've got to miss a whole lot lessons and chem prac .. urrgggh .

but look at it on a brighter side , i spent a total of 5 hours mugging at home (: was kinda fun , peaceful time (((: so yeah to me .

wonder what's happening to me . my antibodies dont seem to be as effective anymore (aarggh) . last week gum infection , and now some viral thingy . hais , takecare people .

and i'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket ,
but i've gotta get a move on with my life ,
its time to be a BIG girl now )))):

2007-07-08T08:08:00.000-07:00

today , as i sat in my brother's room watching the rain just pouring , i felt the urge to update (: well , life's a little different now (i guess) . i'm watching everything pass by me (really quickly) good/bad ? its not for me to decide i guess . but i am trying to learn one thing , that is to move on . i mean something always happen for a reason , and i dont blame god for sometimes makin me lose somethin so close . cos when i think again , it might have been due to the choices i made . choiceschoiceschoices)): but hey , hopefully things wont turn out so bad (: maybe it really was my fault that it happen . i'm just lettin hope take over (: cause nothin seems to bring me back , to the past . oh well , at least ...

anyway , school's been really heavy )): but i'm preeeety sure there's much more to come . but i'm gonna have to be ready , no matter what . FOR THE SAKE OF O'S! i'm just gonna have to go through this last 200m dash . like it or not ? hehe . but hey , maybe (i really hope) that it'll pay off in the end ((: and oh pleeease can i keep myself focus . hehehee.

anw , went for an engagement ceromony of my cousin ((: was really nice seeing her all dolled up (: hehe . funny ceremony . and then .. blablabla . oh and happy belated b'day to beloved dianne(b.i.m.b.o) & diyana & mrsam & hafeez (((: well wishes to all ..
hehe .

lets go cycling ((: COMINGSOON!

2007-07-06T09:28:00.000-07:00

HEEELLLOOOOO (:
so many things to do , so lil time ))):
schools fine and so am i .
i'll update soon (:
till then , takecares la people

2007-06-15T01:00:00.000-07:00

SOMEONE SPECIAL REQUESTED ME TO UPDATE :) (tagboard)
so i shall , for that special someone sake :)
so here i go , for you :)

LIFE's been ok ; i mean i dont have THAAAAT much hw la . lesser then i expected ok =]] so thats good . i hope :)
and i've had my times ENJOY-ing the holidays and also studying for o's(which is still not enough) . been feeling LAZY . feels like a pig , luckily start school ready ( is that good/bad? ) hehe .

BUTTTT, anw , MY CLASSROOM ROCKS ! HEHE . today , with the wind blowing our hair here &there .. was just like AIRCON :! and so , lessons weren't as boring after all . getting more homework though . yea . hehe . lovin the cosy campus =]]]] yeah! shall make full use of the rest of the holidays .. & shall hope you do too!

ENJOY HOLI-MUGGGIIINGGG people :))

2007-05-28T02:02:00.000-07:00

YEEAAAA -

MT PAPER IS OVER !!!

hopefully i'm able to ACE it . ( insyaallah )
anyway , let me RRRREEEEWWWIIINNNDDDD a lil' .

on the 18th of MAY! , we had UGDINNER!

went to seoul garden at causeway . i missed thoose days .

just sitting in the prefect board having our meeting . staying up till 2 am just for the firedrill thingy . i MISS UG CAMP! anyway , was fun to get together again . we had the VEGE-table , carbon table ( which was named i dunno what ) and the MEAT table .

dadada . and we had OFF CENTRE! on the 20th of MAY! haha . was really nice .. i meant the storyline of the drama . hehe . and we took LOTS of pictures ..

dadada . and on friday ( 25th may ) was supposingly our LAST DAY in BBSS BUILDING =[[

aww . gonna miss that building lots , especially the concourse area . and we had PTM . wasnt that bad but i really have to work my butts off if i wanna head for a jc =]] oh and i tried the " shrek " icecream . so GRREEEEENNNN !

FAZEE shall/will? work hard !!!

HERE ARE SOME PICTURES : DDDD

4E1 SPONGEs - : DDDDDDDDDDDDD

TAS&FAZEE feet * dances * teehee =]]]]]]]]

TIMERR! hehe .

UG COUNCIL :DDDD @ seoul garden

i'm lovin this too

LOOK @@ at our " costipated " faces ! hehe dardar=]]]]

VEGETABLE;- :DDDDDD
HER first bite =] * ahhmm *

and lastly , presenting our school SECURITY GUARDD !!!! hehe

=]]]] enjoy your hols people

2007-05-23T03:01:00.000-07:00

MT OLEVEL IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER !
haishais =[[[[[[ people , work hard ar .
hope i can get my lil A . hais . workhard .
nothin much happen this past few days la .
just maybe had been having mt intensive , got to say our class more
CHAOTIC . hurhur . i miss 4E1 many many .

today just aint my happy-go-lucky day i guess ; -
is it that every-thing/one is just less sensitive this days or is it me ?
guess its just me . ggggrrrrrrr . endure ar , a few more days ...
nevermind . O LEVEL MORE IMPORTANT .
but yea , it still hurts . one after another ,.. just my luck .
anw , LETS GET THIS PAPER OVER&DONE WITH !
yeap =]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]] let's just pray .

today , i've been raped by your words ; -
i'll always remember it even if i choose/try not to .

2007-05-10T01:27:00.000-07:00

SA's OVER ! ! ! !
but HELLGATES just opened .
oh , let me not talk about that first .

let's talk about yesterday !
SPI-DER-MAN-3 :DDDDDDDDDD
a must watch , i'm serious . well , at least it helped me de-STRESS .
wahaha . and so after the movie , we went walk-walk .
LONNGGGGGGGGGG walk . haha . and we walked till we reach city hall ;-
and we S P L I T . so anyway , had another LONNGGGGGG walk ( this time silent )
to ESPLANADE ! & we chilled at the rooftop . nice view , saw the constructions and the BIGGGGG - circular - thingy , and yeah! , will get to have a ride once its OPEN for "passengers". ANYWAY ... blablabla . & then we met ben& the rest . & HOME -
great , now i've got a contract :/

TODAY , went school .. & we were HYPER ! right naiimah & liyana ? hhehe .
anyway , BUTTONS OF 4E1 (ESTABLISHED 10MAY2007 11.SOMETHING) .
hahas . FUNNY PEOPLE =x & the blablabla .
HOME -

sknahtrofnihtyreve(:

2007-04-19T05:01:00.000-07:00

hello (: OK I KNOW !
yes . but anw , i'm back (: for a while
hahas .
SA comin :/
oh no =x nvm , shall try my best
whats past ? oh its APRIL !
hehe . ILOVEAPRIL! -
hahas . moving on to my studies i guess .
& .. some other stuff . hehe :DDDD
hahas . so anyway . prefect investiture just past .
OH WEE! hahas . no more tie for me (: whee hee -
hahas . but had my fun la :D hahas .
so yea =x SA HOW ? i'm gonna die .
aiya . neemind . shall study hard [=

yea right ..

hahas :D MUG HARD PEOPLE =]

especially you .. & you . & you you x infinity

gnaysa [;

2007-03-19T06:18:00.000-07:00

WOAAHHH ; HOW LONG READY AR ?
lazy count . hahas . anyway . will forward (:
March Holidays ..
well , BAND CAMP ! i would basically say that its one
of the camp in sch that i missed a lot la . prepare a lot for the concert .
blablabla . especially had fun chilling with you guys after break camp in the band room playing our music ... WHOOHOO!

Then came the day , MOMENTS 2007! hehe . was worth our efforts although certain things happend . anyway , well done guys . thanks to all guest players (:

now , less than 3 weeks away from SYF ! jia you guys ! lets work hard together (:
oh my gosh , something scary happened during fall out today . hope you're alright dear (:
anyway , todays is my STOMACH FLU day . yea , and what a thing to happen , going home and hearin' that the pipe BURST ! shall survive (: and yea m i'll be spending a HELL LOT OF TIME looking at sabsab (: is that good or bad ? hmm ... teehee (:
STUDY HARD PEOPLE!

2007-02-23T03:58:00.000-08:00

HELLO PEOPLE :D

hehe . okaye
UPDATE - { probably my last before common test starts .. }

lets start all the way back then (: hehe

10 FEBRUARY 2007 !
hehe . yes back then .. i know .
hehe . OKAY! the trip was fun la ar .
I LOVE MY SCANDAL-OUS FAMILY xD
hehe ; my dear laopo belbel and mistress mich ! xD
my dear boyfriend wee wee ! xD
my dearest laogong cheryl ! xDDDD{4months 11.02.07 (:}
my darling annkhay ! xD
I LOVE YOU ! :) hehe .
& of course .. there was the PINK FAMILY !
hehe ; nick naiimah & me
hehe . 4 years together and all dressed in pink .
hehe . will miss you guys man (:
hehe . so yea .

and then the trip ended with us gaining knowledge about
FEMALE & MALE .. hehe ( liyana should understand ) .
hehe . (: THE BUS TRIP back WAS THE BEST .
oh ya , zhen sen 6 paxxxx ! or is it 8 ? happy b'dae .

14 feb 2007 (:

and then there was valentine's day .. prob the best one i had so far ..
why ? CAUSE ... .. .. ..
i spent it with my deardear BANDits (: { uhhh } hehe . was really nice la
i guess . you guys were great . anyway peops , thanks for the gifts . last year with
you guys . C FAMILY ; & of course BUTTS !
hehe . <3's>

then .. lets see

S-C-H syf rehearsal :D
i dont know what to say . gettin' more & more worried thats all .
really hope to achieve that medal man .. damn scared .
esp. my section . has to buck up . COME ON GUYS . we have
6 weeks left . oh no . hehe .
JIA YOU ! xD

yeah , so now , gonna have to study hard for common test man . esp
that particular subj. cant afford to fail or else .. there goes the rings .
hehe . so yea , study hard people and yea , ALL THE BEST xD

2007-02-05T04:50:00.000-08:00

hello ppl (: i'm back .
oh yes , i know very long since i update ,
guess i was too busy ( maybe lazy ) . so yea ,
fast forward till saturday la .

Saturday 3 FEB 2007
JJC here i come (: ok whatever .
it was fun getting to meet a lot of seniors there .
(: was surprised to see exexex dm there . hahas .
miss'd thoose days . anyway , sat theese ride ar .
& now the memories clings on to me with a bruise
on my shoulders & hip . nice la .
anw , was very upset with mummy . but whatever .

Sunday 4 FEB 2007
SINGAPORE won ! very nice to see my
beloved cousies & uncles/aunties coming my house to
catch the finals of soccer match . sin vs thai .
hahas . the laughters over the referee's judgements .
miss'd thoose days that were filled with pure laughters .
(:

Monday 5 FEB 2007
what should i say ? today is almost a good day ?
had band filming for syf . march here there .
so yea , take 1 ;
so we did our routines . then we started marching and then
berhenti blablabla . all was going so well and all i just had to do was
senang diri them when .. THE MOTORCYCLE HAD TO VROOM
PAST US :(
so yea , TAKE 2 ;
then we got it all right . so funny but yea , GOOD JOB GUYS .
hahas . so band was pretty alright . actually , today was rather more
of a slacking practice we took photos after the filming and only had
an hour to practice ? so yea , so then came fall out .
OMG , not again . but fuck em ' to hell with em' la . dont care .
so yea , made them run . but like whats the big ? so you mean having the
rest of your section mates do 20 push ups EVERY SINGLE PRACTICE
just because of your f'in attire problem . what is so difficult ?
are we the difficult one or are you ? why cause yourself so much trouble
when all you need to do is just ensure that your attire is proper ? thats all .
wont take a minute . and yet when we punish you , you arent happy . give us that
face . so we F.O.C do pumping with no complains but when you had to do a lil'
extra because of your MIS-DOINGs ( i repeat, YOURS ) , you arent happy .
what shiet . you seem to have a problem with the A'S right ? already attendance is
OMG like fuck , attire also .. wonder whats next . thank yourself for having such nice
friends . if not .

{ and YOU ! you had to make it worse . fuck you man - CBKNN! i mean
yes i respect your opinion but cant you like keep your mouth shut & just
say whatever you have to when i aint carrying out the punishment ? FUCK YOU ! }

2007-01-15T04:36:00.000-08:00

here to update (:

okaye . let me start of with

THURSDAY , 11 JAN 2007
stayed back to finish up preparations for sec 1 ori .
hahas . was fun doing the '' spaceship '' . thanks to thoose
band members who were there (: really sweet of you guys .

FRIDAY , 12 JAN 2007
today was cca showcase . i'm really proud of all you band-its out there .
at first i thought that things was gettin' a lil' out of hand with everyone
scattered everywhere but when i saw you guys going around pulling people
to our booth , i realise how enthu you guys could actually be & of course
i was more touched to see ex - band members who actually come to help
out in the band .. referin' mostly to the se 2's . it was really nice seeing you guys
come back to help though it would be nicer if you were in the band .
but anyway , all bandits out there , i'm very proud of you .
the four of us are (: GIVE YOURSELF A KNOCK ON THE HEAD ! teehee (:

SATURDAY , 14 JAN 2007
whee (: adidas here i come .
hahas . today i went city hall & guess what i bought ?
hahas . dearest purple adidas bag (:
hahas . lovin' it . thanks to my lovely sn0wie sis (:
MOO-ARKS! #
hahas . then we went to shop more at orchard . hahas .
& home home home ..

{ heard about you today . really worried to hear that your condition was
critical .. i pray for you .. thats all i can do (: hopefully Allah will listen to
our prayers . }

SUNDAY , 15 JAN 2007
stayed home today in case dad comes home so i could go together with
him to the hospital . but then , he didnt . so i stayed at home .. &
oh ya did i told you my three aunties slept over at my house ? they cheered me up man (:
tahnks eh makciks makciks - ku (: hahas . the funny thing was the
'' salute '' they created everytime they entered the kitchen .
they will tilt their head and say ' hormat senjata '' & guess what they were
saluting .. the BANANA ! hahas . all cause they makin' fun of my uncle who
cant seem to resist himself from the bananas . teehee (: funny people .
so yea , packed my bag .. & no tasvita&helmi , i didnt take THAT LONG HOURS!
hahas . off to bed .

{ slept with an uneasy mind though . would i have a cance to meet you ?
tried not to think of it . mum promised she'd bring me to see you the next time
they go visitting . all i can do is pray for your health and well being :) }

MONDAY 15 JAN 2007
woke up with a unwanted news . didnt attend school today .

{ mum didnt break her promise . she brought me along to see you today . but , its too
late i guess . was really sad though . i mean , when i reflected about the history between us ,
i still remember the time that we were close . when you used to come to my house
almost everynow and then . & i remember how you used to dance to my organ tunes .
& how strong you were .. your legs which were just superbly strong .. your hands ..
i still remember how you used to massage us . all thoose sweet memories ,
until the misunderstanding between us happened . dont wanna talk about it but yea ,
i missed you & you'll be missed by all of us (:
may your soul be blessed by Allah . amin }

memories will always be here to stay (:
i'll miss you so , dearest uncle .

2007-01-08T04:05:00.000-08:00

okay , i'll make this post short & sweet .
need to study for add maths test . but yeah ,
just about today ..
well , today had been a very nice day actually ,
you know why ?
we had more 1's then 0's in attendance ! yeah !
hahas . then , today discussed about certain admin stuffs ..
& ... '' CORPORAL PUNISHMENTS' BACK !!!! '' wonderful (:
hahas . & during band was actually happy with overall ...
& narita joins us , the cornestist in SYF! wonderful(: hahas .
& we were all happy ...

{ till the moment we saw you came & we know thats it . we're gonna get
all thoose fuckin' lectures from fuckin' you . yea , blablabla . fuck you la .
sayin' this & that . well , if you're not happy then fuck you . you're acting like
you're our BOSS , bossin' us around . fuck you . frankly , was fuckin' wanting to punch you la fuck . everything we do isnt appreciated .. fuckin' fucker . what do you think we fuckin' arent perfectionist like you . so fuckin' fucker , do please realise that you aint our bosses . & we fuckin are sick & tired of you lecturin' us .
& dont you fuckin dare talk about us not giving you respect . please realise fucker , respect is what you need to fuckin' - ly EARN! so earn it . & dont expect us to fuckin' respect you when you dont give us the fuckin' respect . & please stop sayin that you were fuckin' - ly given permission to TAKEOVER !
hello fucker , is actually permission to ADVISE ! not TAKEOVER . & btw , fuckin' you had to use my name & pull me down . well , use it for all i care . say what you want but let me fuckin' tell you straight in your fuckin' face .. we aint gonna deal with your fuckin' attitude . you've got an fuckin' attitude , we can have one too .
control freak ! thats what you fuckin' are . i do agree , you do have a point but ..
still , why should we compromise when you dont ? you think you fuckin' big shot ah ? fuckin' fucker who fuckin' - ly desperate for POWER . fuck the power la .
THE BUCK IS fuckin' - ly OVER FOR YOU ! is our turn to lead , so let us .
but again , thanks for your care and concern . but we hope you'd understand .
WE WANT OUR CHANCE - ; your times over , happy or not . /}

fuckyoufuckyouFUCKYOU
:) yes ,i mean it & i aint carin' whether you like it or not - ;

2006-12-30T16:01:00.000-08:00

okaye , let me update on the past events .

28 DEC 2006 :)

went primary school today for Muchas Gracias ..
a thank you concert for our dear mrs tan :)
hahas . it was nice gettin' to catch up with
'' long - time - no - see '' friends .. hahas .

30 DEC 2006:)

OBS FAMILY HAD OUR 1ST GATHERIN :)
hahas . went east coast la . so , yea , was
supposed to go in the morning but woke up late :)
so , decided to come in the afternoon . hahas .
then met joel then we went . & then we met louissa .
was like havin' trouble findin' her . joel should know why :)
hahas . then we met em' at the bowling alley .
hahas . was kinda nice gettin' to see the obs family :)
if only the instructos were there .. teehee :)
hahas . then .. yea , played 2 games & off we went to the beach .
did i tell you i saw an artist driving out of the carpark ?
but i dont know his name la , from mtv de .
hahas . didnt swim la , cause the other girls never bring extra clothes .
hahas . then they all playplay in the water then come out .
then change .. then off we went to eat .. at MACD:)
& we saw dunno what band there sawloser ? dunno le . hahas .
then blablablablablablablabla ..
& home i was ...

31 DEC 2006 :)

HAPI HARI RAYA ! hahas .
woke up at 3 plus suddenly , no comments .
blablabla . sorry yea ? but seriously , i didnt know .
dont wanna talk bout that . then main thing was ..
i went downstairs at 4 45 .. on the laptop & here i am.
hahas . a bit kukunut today . hahas . started off very kuku - ly
also . no comments . but anw , gonna try to keep myself happy for the
last day of the year . 2006 ? i dont wish to comment .. ok , i do .

YEAR 2006 :) / :( ?
the results ; :/

this year had been a challenging year for me :/
i mean my studies isnt that WOW .. &
i faced kinda many problems la .. yea , i heard ya .
'' thats life , must have problem .. blablabla ''
but this year , i faced a WIDER RANGE of problems .
from family to friends to even myself .. just dont wanna think
of thoose dull moments . wanna look ahead , move on ..
but at sometimes , others just dont let you do so . they'll haunt you
i tell you . this year , the biggest thing that happen to me maybe was
what i gained from obs .. i mean , seriously ..

obs made me think , in every aspect . & i keep asking myself why
throughout the whole camp . sometimes , i just wish that i can stay
there for a longer time . over there , especially when we had the solo
afternoon , i got to think . about myself . about why i was doing such stuff .
about why i chooose certain decisions . whether i was being selfish or not .
i got to reflect on myself . & i thought a lot of how allah was always there .
ok , here also cn reflect what . but where can we find such time here ?
i mean , where can you find such a quiet place at a proper time . &
there were no distractions , okay maybe your friend nearby would
disturb you but its just different . i miss obs , yes you guys do too :)
thinking alot of the advices he gave to me , shall apply it to next year ..

still , i thank god for blessing me with another year of life :)

NEXT YEAR :) 2007
AMACHAM ?
hahas . well , i just want to concentrate on my o's .
gonna strive for thoose grades :)
& of course , i'll need to reduce the usage of electronics .
teehee :) & the rest , shall keep it to myself :)

hopefully next year will be better :) god knows ;

{ i dont know what is wrong la ok ? i seriously dont .
just give me time to be alone . & if you cant accept me ,
then leave .... get away /}

2006-12-28T01:04:00.000-08:00

guess who's back ?
teehee :) okaye i know . uber late .
hahas . but yea , let me update you about obs !
hahas .

11 dec 2006 :)

tas came to my house . with her BIGGGG bag .
hahas . then waited for my dad to come home . so as soon as
he did , went to pick up naiimah , chan & ais . hahas .
& so we gathered at PA . hahas . everyone with our bags .
teehee , yea so .. we took the bus to senai airport . hahas . &
finaly reached . so we went to dunkin' donuts :) had our '' lunch ''
tuna sandwich :) yumyum . in the plane , sat with tas& liyana who
was going gugugaga over the hot german guys . & she claims that
the '' runway '' phrase was joke , it wasnt okaye ? hahas . blabla .
& i was named the stammer girl by ryan just b'cause of smthing .
& then we reached blablabla . had dinner . hahas . & then iie was
allocated to group 4 ! hahas . yea . & off to our dormitory :)
hahas . sherrie , aida , chan , louissa , leejing , diyana & ME! hahas .
& we only slept at 2 as we were too engrossed with sherries stories .
teehee (:

12 dec 2006 :)
morning pt was okaye la . quite fun . the instructor doing pt was HOT . yea . &
sherrie got all of us excited for nothing :( she claimed that the sji guys
was coming to join us today . she said she saw the sign outside our dormitory.
& .. when we went to see the sign , it said .. '' st joseph institution 12 NOV -
24 NOV '' .. & we were all like '' cheyyh .. '' hahas . kukunut (:
so we had campcraft today , kinda dry . also team building games .
kissed the bloody branch 10 times . gosh . hahas . the best part was the
100 acre wood run . hahas . well cause we ended up at the BEACH !
hahas . but many group 2 members ot stung by BEE . hahas . &
i think hon cheong ( he's frm my grp) got stung too .
& so , me , aida & chan spend our night washing our clothes while
waiting for the group 2 girls to come back from the medi centre .
& when they came back , guess what sherrie did , she S T O N E D :)
oh yea , did i tell you dave ( my instructor ) finally '' socialised '' with us ??
at the cage .. explaining VERY IMPT stuffs to us , teaching us very valuable
lessons . group 4 , you should know what i mean . hahas .
'' come on bitch '' .. catchy phrase huh ? teehee :)
oh ya , we're the MATSALLEH'S !

13 dec 2006 (:
morning pt at the beach ! hahas . yea . played cow & shed .
so we went jungle trecking .. first day of it & i'm kinda
tired already . the campsite was so farfarfar . & when
we reached there , just as we were doing the ropes for the tents ,
it rained like no ones buisness :( hahas . & we were all drenched .
hahas . so yea , wetwetwet . & my groups fire wasnt much of a help .
hahas . at night , the girls had fun eh . hahas . girls , you should know what
i mean . it was cold la . hahas . so yea , blablabla ..

14 dec 2006 (:
we had to send chan back to the main road :( she was stung .
pitied her la , having to climb all the way down
but yea , * CLAPCLAP * . she managed to do it . way to go girl (:
so yea , track all the way down or should i say SLIDE ~ hahas .
so slippery & no one bothered standing la . slide more shiok also .
hahas . & after a long painful way down , the main road was there infront
of us (: hahas . so sat down by the roadside & using the instructors gas stove ,
WE COOKED MAGGI! hahas . yea . so the van came & took dearest chandini &
rashid . hahas . he had dunno what at his hand la . hahas . one joker gone
hahas . went to one house nearby to refill our water supply . & we headed for
our next campsite . on our way , the instructors told us that we were going to
a nearer campsite as the intial one was too far away . & so , hiphip hoorays for us (:
of course la . so tired le . hahas . so went to the graveside near there then camp there.
& this time it RAINED again . but we were smarter la . hahas .
& my group had A BIG HUGE fire this time . hahas . & then like by 8 ,
we girls were in the tent talking .. & the guys were actually sitting outside
EAVESDROPPIN' . naughty ar . hahas . its like only 7 and already so dark .
we played truth or dare with the guys . so funny cause we were in the tent & they
were outside . hahas . kukunuts (:

15 dec 2006 (:
HOMESTAY ~ track down to our '' home '' . as soon as we reached ,
we took our long deary SHOWER . so yea .
after shower , aida & me went to wash our clothes outside &
guess who came ? the 5 lil' piggies . so had kumi to guard us .
hahas . so then the obs van came for our resupply of food .
& also hon cheong & rashid join us once again .
prepared lunch . me & aida sitting on the chair due to the cats .
hahas . yea . so served the food .. blabla . the children are so damn
cute la . hahas . but they very quiet one . oh ya .
mohammad , our chief cook said '' THE COOK IS FOOD ''
hahas . so we ate & then we sat down to discuss our item for the
cultural exchange . hahas . & mohammad said '' they throw us at things ''
when he meant '' they'll throw things at us '' . funny la he . watched tv .
got MTV ! hahas . then ira ( instructor ) had to switch it off . hais :( but then ,
she played games with us . funfunfun (:
so we prepared dinner . & then we walked to the other groups' house as
the cultural performance was to be held there . i think by then , my group was
really BONDED together ba . hahas . me & aida had a bodyguard named
EUGUNE . teehee (: hahas . for cultural exchange ,
we sang '' barney's i <3>
hahas . blablabla . the kadazhan dance was kewl (: hahas .
oh ya , something embarassing happened due to the dog thingy .
aida should know (: erm , then we walked back to out '' home '' hahas .
this time it was more fun as we were all laughin at dave who
was DRUNK by the rice wine . hahas . so red la .
& when we reached , he checked the fire for ONCE . hahas . & he was like
'' f*** off '' to evryone . hahas . the funniest thing was he went outside with his sleeping
bag and ZZzzzz . & the dog came sniffing .. hahas . (:
oh and the cat had to jump in when we were sleeping . hahas .

16 dec 2006 (:
woke up early as we had to track . oh ya , dave came in and we were all gigglin'
away . he was so paiseh la . hahas . so we tracked la .
reached the base .. YAHOO ! hahas . washed everythin . hahas .
& we were like '' CHANDINI! '' hahas . had rope course .
hahas . trapeze jump . scary .. hahas . dave was much more relaxed la . hahas .
had the sailing briefing . ira damn funny la . she was like telling us that there's a
5 star toilet . & we were like WAHHH , then she explained that we'll be peeing under
5 stars . like kukunut (:
& played truth or dare with joel , ayi , sodi , chan . so dumb la . & i finally got my
milo powder . hahas . slept late la .

17 dec 2006 (:
oh no , shouldnt have eat the milo powder . hahas . made me have this
soarthroat . hahas . so off we went for sailing . was a lil' sea sick la .
kinda borin' also . so quiet . hahas . so we reached the didunnoewhat island .
nice ! hahas . & as usual , fire was big & we got some nice chicken cooked . hahas .
after dinner went to see sunset at the lagoon with the matsalleh's . hahas .
nice (: so finally , our group sat among the fire to talk . hahas . then , we
went in the tent . the guys were singing .. nice la can . hahas .
especially the cold wind blow song .. lullaby .
hahas . so woke up at 3 am i think . sat outside with aida , rashid & shafiq .
hahas .star gazing . & was excited when i saw a sh0oting star .
in total i saw six . hahas . nice (: & i wished *

18 dec 2006 (:
yeah ! hahas . we sailed back but this time , i wasnt sea sick !
hahas . was actually very energetic la . hahas . & we sang songs & stuff .
so fun (: the best part was like when we almost capsize . hahas .
the boat was like tilting to the left so all of us moved to the right . & it was stable .
skali it tilt to the right .. & luckily we were quick enough to move to the left .
hahas . & when we reached back , like saw grp 1&3 peops .
missed' em lots . hahas . & then had solo afternoon .
sat by the BEACH ! near nick . hahas . kukunut la nick (:
he should know la eh . @ night , sat at the log thingy with tas ,
jayme , syafiq(bbss) , haikal . hahas . talktalktalk .
played truth or dare . was actually kinda sleepy la .
hahas . then slept only at 2 thinkin that we have 4 hours in the bus to sleep .
hahas .

19 dec 2006 (:
hahas . today we had to transfer to 5000 ft to climatise .
yea , so .. grp 2&4 shared a bus & grp1&3 shared another .
but due to the lack of space , one person from our bus had to sit on
the other bus .. & so i went thinkin' that yeah ! , i'll get to catch up with tas ..
blablabla . & i had to sit at the front with ROSLI (instructor) .
hahas . & bambarayons had some '' scandal '' thingy & yea . blablabla .
so it was fun la sit b'side rosli . hahas . he talk here talk there .
very interesting la . hahas . & he gave me a lot of CLOUD 9 ! hahas .
hahas . he sang ! hahas . but the best was when he sang this song & then the song
played on the radio :) then we stopped at dunnoe where to shop for a while .
hahas . bought some stuff la . hahas . then like our bus left after the other .
so we had some prob with the shop owners .. blablabla . yea . then like finally reached the
hostel . hahas . was okaye la . but so many DOGS . hahas .
so cold man (: & me & tas went poof! to lala land ~

20 dec 2006 (:
had a lift to the starting point of mt kinabalu . hahas .
wah , the climb was like endless . it was like tracktrack
but the hostel is still nowhere to be found . hahas . so finally ,
we reached the 11 000 ft hostel . grp 1&3 were already there . hahas .
quickly changed to my long wears & stuff .
we were all puffing smoke . hahas . too cold i guess . hahas . but thanks
to liyana , for the warmth . hahas . kiddin' . everyone practically hugging
one another and i had liyana (: so .. hahas . ?& she was mean .
make rosli jealous only ah . hahas . it was nice la seeing us like this .
brings out the one for all spirit (: hahas . yea . me & tas then ZZzzzz . hahas .

21 dec 2006 (:
woke up at 12 30 am . hahas . sleepy eyes .
ira called me . asked andrew to check if i was healthy to go .
& i gave the BIGGEST smile i ever could & he allowed me to climb to the summit .
felt sad though that some of my friends couldnt join in . the climb was tiring la
& SCARY . hhas . but worth it . reached the summit . took photos . &
then went down . SLIPPERY ~ .
me & aida & ayi climbed down together (: hahas . was fun la cause we talked .
so it was like less tiring . hahas . given an hour before we sat off for climb down
.. so tired man . hahas . & my shoes died halfway down . hahas . so i was
sufferin . hahas . but fun la (:
hahas . finally , away from mt kinabalu . & we took a bus back to base .
& i had to sit b'side rosli again . hahas . but its fun la .
he told me a lot of things which made me realise . hahas . there are actually
many things in life that we take for granted . & he gave me a lot
of advices which i really think is useful for me now . & just as i was
about to sleep , he asked me one question which kept me awake . ..
hahas . & he was like pointing to the back of the bus .
aida , naughty ar . hahas . thoose in the bus , you should know ar .
SCANDAL! hahas . rosli sang to the kenangan terindah .. & when i think
of it , there's many nice memories of obs that will stick with me .
why did it have to end man ? blabla .. reached base . had debrief & stuff .
hahas . yea

22 dec 2006 (:
eeeeee - why today ?
hahas . had rafting . WE WON ! hahas .
had our party .. fun la .
rosli sang ! hahas . nice (: samsons song again .
hahas . blabla . & then we all had like 15 mins to eat dinner ..
& dave was so nice (: he asked us to eat more .. &
he'll do the dishes for us . so yea .. send us off at the airport .
rosli let me listen to a lot of songs la . & dave was like saying he
wasnt going to send us off but ... HE DID ! hahas . ira too .
hais :( campsick man .
i wanna go back . miss em' already . i missed MATSALLEH!
hahas & i missed the insturctors (:
hais . why dont good things evr last ?

so this is my life now . ISPL ~ rush hour ar .. * dead
hais :( nothing seem rose-ly anymore . i miss obs badly :(

2006-12-10T17:34:00.000-08:00

hahas . hello (:
my last post before i FLY -
(okay,not really but i'll be sitting in a flying machine ? )
hahas . OBSOBSOBS - finally here man (: hahas .
then so here i am , hahas .
man , havent finish ispl man ): BOOOOO !
aiyerr , hehe . neeminds neeminds . hahas .
so yea , yesterday went CSC . celebrated my kak ita's b'dae .
hahas . the cake was yumyumyummy (: hahas . & swimswimswim .
yea . then , thats it la eh . hahas
TAKECARE PEOPLE :)
bye:)

2006-12-08T15:04:00.000-08:00

hello(:
i'm in a gay mood (:
cause dhe camel called dhe chicken twice ystd (:
whee ~ shall stay up as promised to wait(: hehe
hmmie . today did my history , social studies ispl .
later gonna do maths & physics . try to complete man .
& still got summary for english . hais ~ nvm (:
so today , in the morning go school take BBSS FLAG(:
wahh lau , hahas . but the person nice (: give me NEW one .
whee ~ hahas . so , go home do isplisplispl (: what else right ?
hahas . shall stop here then (: takecare

{ whee , comeback # }

2006-12-07T18:08:00.000-08:00

well , back for another post .
since i'm using the damn com . so might as well .
today is kinda slacky for me . sit at home , do nothing .
ok , i did my history ispl & pack bag for obs ., but its still
mostly slacking . a lil' woried though , see some people
finish doing their ispl . & i'm like struggling to finish up on
humanities . my gosh . & i havent started on add maths =x DEAD
hahas . really feelin; a lil bit '' on the fence '' kinda thing for obs .
i mean like i just dont know what to expect right ? but on the other hand ,
i'm excited la get to spend 12 days with my friends .. i guess . yea .

{ so what am i to do now ? guess this is it . yea , maybe its my fault la .
its my fault that i'm me . its my fault that in your eyes , i'm a piece
of shiet which is worth not even a single secong of your life .
i guess time flies fast uh ? one second you're with me , now you're gone
claiming that i've changed . yeayeayea . i'm a WORTHLESS PIECE OF CRAP ,
so be it :) as long as you're happy . shiet me , shiet me , shiet me !
why cant people see that i aint foolin' around ? why la fuck ?
i dont get it man , why cant things ever last ? }

2006-12-06T21:04:00.000-08:00

(: I MISS CAMEL! { four days without her , damn }
hahas . but she's gonna come back on sat (: whee -
& im gonna spend 12 days with her in SABAH! yeah ~
hahas .
okaye .

5th December 2006(:
woke up at 9 so decided not to go for maths .
hahas . received a call around 10 by ex-hubby ( liyanayeo)
hahas . ask me go play bowling . & so i went .
was a lil' kuku la never see them at the corner . hahas .
so played 2 games . started of damn bad man .
first score .... ONE . hahas . so liyana , deb , shaz was there .
& shaz so excited by the advertisement . teehee
then , went back home (:
went singtel & FINALLY , i got back my sim .
so people , i'm back to the old no .
hahas . then went home again . bring my sis go swimming (:
wasnt feelin' that well so decided to do ispl while my sis swim .
& i finish one paper of malay ispl ! x)
wash up & then back home again . & my niece came .

6th December 2006 (:
hahas . today went school take camel(tas) book from locker .
some people in australia what . hahas . then went to do project
at mac (: hahas . then brought my sis & younger sis swimmin' .
& we lied to the person , say my niece = my sis .
& he believed me :DDDDD hahas . so in we go . & so left them at the play
pool & off i go swimmin' . damn tired man (: its been a longlonglong time .
but yea , did a few laps . miss all thoose pe lessons man . teehee (:
then went home , eateateat . did some ispl . hahas .

{ its amazing how the past keeps haunting me even though i tried to forget
what happened before . maybe , its all happening for a reason . but , i'm gonna
stay strong & fightfightfight . teehee , jus kiddin' . should i be happy or .. ?
aiyaa , go away la (: }

the past ; present ; future (:

2006-12-01T05:34:00.000-08:00

whee :) back for a post .
hahas .

30november2006:)
i went out with my dearest lil' ika :) whee , funfunfun
hahas . some people got manymany stories aar ,.. teehee
but nice one's la x) had a nice time la shoppin' & catchin' up with
each other . hahas . & our lil' stories of life :) hahas .
& cant stop laughin' . but aniwaes , thanks babe <>
day with me eh . hahas . long time never have sleepover lle .
shall go there when i'm free okay ? then ..

1december2006:)
today had earlier band practice , cause last practice b'fore break .
hahas . so came at 9 45 to cleancleanclean instrument . was kinda fun la
see evryone but was kinda dissapointed with some people who were
supposed to be there . hahas . but nevermind , they came eventually :)
hmm , then had lunch , was supposed to be bac by 12 25 but they needed more time .
so gave them till 1235 . and i , hubby(cheryl) & youngmin went out of mac first .
& we were on our way when we realised it was like 12 32 . so sent msgs that they have
3 mins to run back while we walk .. & surprisingly , when we were at the concourse ,
we saw a whole bunch of them running at the side walk . WAHHH - so fast !
hahas . see , not weak kay . hahas :) then had band practice ,
today band practice was fun la . was kinda good la .
we did A LOT today . hahas . keep it up people :) whee
& remember to practice during the holidays ayte ?
of course , take a break :)
& after band went mac with M.I(silvia) & BUTTOCKS (kitman) .
BUTTOCKS tried to put contacts but we ended up eating ice cream :)
yumyumyum . throat's gettin soar . hais ~
drinkdrinkdrink :)

guessthat'sife:)

2006-11-28T11:31:00.000-08:00

:) ispl - in

{ some people just dont realise how lucky they can be ,
to have someone to trust & to have someone who trust you.
all we keep thinkin' of was the hurt that we go true ,
sayin' how we were betrayed & stuffs like that . but , why dont
we talk about the better side ? about havin' someone ?
doesnt have to be a special someone , but just someone to rely on .
someone to trust , & someones who trust - es you . &
how i wish i could have the freedom to not bother about life :)
& the power to change situations . i'm not askin' for a perfect
life , but when you mention him today , all i kept askin myself was
how did this happen ? where is the joy in our bigbigbig family ?
all gone - ; just because of the misunderstandin ?
but thinkin of what he had done to our family , why should i
even care how he's doing now ? why do i feel the coldness when
we meet ? i still remember the large family potraits we used to take
every hari raya at ika's house . but how many years have we not had that ?
two ? well , yes we did take photos this year , but it jus wasnt nice .
wasnt complete . families missin' here & there . but when i look at the ones
present , you just appeared in my mind . i still remember how you used to dance
to my music , how you came almost every now & then . all the laughters :)
& the family's never gonna be the same ... never . i'm just not in the right mood
now . just my luck :) }

gain someone's trust while you still can ,
b'cause once its lost ,
its never comin' back ..

2006-11-28T06:36:00.000-08:00

okaye :)

27 november 2006 :)
chelsea&manu draw ( ..''')
hehe , today started with dreadful tummy aches durin' soccer match .
dunno why also but yea , ofcourse it was painful .
& so slept at three plus , woke up at seven .
tummy aches still . hais ~
& met my dearest cornet section:) at 11 .
so happy to see all of you working hard :)
keep it up guys :) [ BUT ; we still have to work even harder ok ? ]
hahas . had drill session . was not that bad .
taught some newbies :) but of course we can do better .
hahas . one of my junior was vomitin la , so called taxi & send her home .
hahas . so scary la . & mr go came with the syf set piece .
two choices ; singapore sunrise or night safari .
night safari so CHAOTIC man :) i like :*)
at the end of band , ms ngiam & mr go talked to us .
was very encouragin' but it all depends on us ,
so work hard guys :) remember , ONE BAND ONE SOUND :)
we can do it :) WORK HARD !
hahas . & mr go said hillarious things la .
we were like '' we want change to military band ''
ms ngiam '' can .. give me gold of honours ''
we '' aiyaa , change to ROCK band .. ''
mr go '' you all rock band what .. ''
we were like '' hhhh uhhh ? ''
mr go '' ya la , all of you play like stone . ''
hahas . mrgomrgo ~
hahas . then , had lunch with BUTTS member .
not all though :(
silvia:)kitman:)dianne:)
hahas . fun , took pictures with the '' signboard '' we made .
x) love you guys .
& cheryl hubby ., take care ok ? we miss yoo la :)

yea , so today (28nov2006)
went buy school books then went shop for OBS :) <>
hahas . fun la . hahas . finally i've got like the basics .
hahas . oh ya . step up is nice :) yoo guys should watch it :)
really :)

tothelefttotheleft :)

{ i'm not sure why i'm feelin this way , but what should i do ?
i feel so useless man , useless:( why cant we live in a world
full of peace ? never to have fights ever ever ever ! hais .
but i do fight too , sometimes . but , its different when ..
maybe one day , we'll be one again . as one whole bunch stickin'
to each other like super glue , inseperable :) maybe , lets just hope .}

{ now , i'm worried . & i can see it in many of your eyes . i know that
most of us know the current situations now but although we try to improve
ourselves individually , other people are just stubborn , makin' us slow down .
laggin - damn em' man . really . why should we let this people pull us down ?
why should we let em' stop us from achieving what we want ?
selfish people , think about us will ya ? at least for once :) }

& when i ask myself why this/that ;
it all goes back to one answer ; - that's life :)

2006-11-23T23:56:00.000-08:00

hahas , back for another post .

hmmie , lets start with monday .
today was fun :) had lunch at OCK again . but before
taht , .. lets rewind a lil' . teehee
hmmie , i've got the YEC meeting . & it was okay la
except for the fact that my ex-hubby ( liyana yeo) was
like disturbin' people non-stop . naughtynaughtynaughty :)
hahas . kukunut xD & the guy was so nice to buy us lunch .
hahas . & after that went for a maths with mr ONGGG!
so fun la . hahas . so funny . hahas .
then went OCK! with dearest crab(naiimah)& ex-hubby
then watch the junior jams .
the young guy so PRO ! hahas . he was like - OMG ! ~
so damndamndamn pro . hahas . but the best was the LAST contestant .
well as they say , save dhe best for the last .
this guy with his raincoat-ty jacket came up to dhe stage & sang ....
'' TOKYO DRIFT !! ~ & me and naiimah was like laughin' until our stomach pain la .
my gosh . so hilarious :)

& today i realised the importance of my handphone , to be exact ,
the importance of communications ~
was on my way to school when i saw ying # . hahas .
& i was like '' eh you never go lesson ? ''
& she said she thought it was in the morning ...
so i got a lil' worried . walk till the side gade .
then saw gate locked . walk to the main gate then the big belly
go tell me that the school closing already .
i was like ; eh , i thought mr ong say 1 30 .
hahsa . so i walked in the rain ( w00000 ! ) to find a public phone .
then call crab(naiimah) then she said she sent me msg .
but unfortunately .. my hp was dead :) ( ok its not but without the sim , what
is the phone ? ) yea , so then i learned two things .
# 1 : the importance of telecommunications .
# 2 : where are the nearest public phones around x) hahas .

iie shall go full speed on ispl - ing man :)

2006-11-20T19:04:00.000-08:00

where shall iie start ?

19 november 2006

hahas . so we were preparin' ourselves to meet my other
darl cousies' . hahas . & we were makin' sure we had everything in
the bag . so funny & so chaotic la . hahas . & with our shades , bag ,
ourselves , we left the house . where were we goin' ?
well , ... WILDWILDWET!
hahas . yea & so met ika&her sis at the mrt station and so we made our way .
so damn funny like in the train .. we were like sittin' in a whole straight row .
hahas . & my sis & ika's sis were like our '' parents '' .
so damn chaotic . & so we were in the bus la which was so full man .
hahas . then the bus came to a SUDDEN stop at dhe busstop and everybody
was like flying ! ~ ( i'm kiddin ayte ) and my younger sis drop
the 100 plus ( not open yet ) bottle on the steps ..
so as we were alighting eddy tried to take it but it was stuck in between the doors .
but due to his lack of macho-ness , he failed . ( i should have been the one (: )
hahas . & my younger sis panicked askin '' what if the door cant be closed or the
100 plus EXPLODE? ! '' & kak ita with her sense of humour was like , ..
wah , must watch the news , they'll be reportin '' 5 teens & 1kid was
charged for the bombing of a bus .. blablabla ''
dunnoe why we so HIGHHHHH! ~

& met the four girls at the mac & we ate ,..
tahnks kak ita for the treat man (:
hahas . so we wanted to go in when this
'' parents '' of ours decided to shop for a while .
so we , started snappin photos of us us us (:
hahas . & so we went in .
so fun la . especially the samsung slide up ;
shalls stop here la , dont wanna get ppl laughin at me
teeheehee (:

sometime's , certain things just leave yoo speechless (:
seriously speechless :DDDD

{ i dont know what i have to say , or should i be even saying all this ?
i know i'm no better but i hope that xoxo realises that xoxo's doings
are unacceptable and xoxo will stop all the nonsense /}

2006-11-15T06:55:00.000-08:00

okaye , yesterday went chalet .
took bike there . so cold & windy
reached & waited for sq they all come back then
they came ?& open dhe door .
then ; OMG ! someone turned GAYYY !! hahas
& he was like comecome .. hahas .
damn GAY . hahas . funny side of him la .
& sq STRIPED him . hahas . i got cover my eyes la .
hahas . then tas they all came . & then eat blablabla
then we seperated ways ; tas,benjy,aisyah,chan went to walk .
dhe rest of us wanted to cycle but due to the lack of bikes ,
we played at dhe maze . then we walked to another bike station ..
then they rent bike overnight .. iie tompang naiimah . so FUNNY !
hahas . taxi taxi !
then , went back chalet . start dhe fire . eateateat .
nice la dhe food especially dhe sambal salmon
hahas . then went iie went inside , couldnt take dhe smoke man .
coughin like mad . and they were playin with dhe lights .
when suddenly , they started singin' & dhe mini cake damn cute !
hahas . MY THANK YOO'S TO YOO MAN :DDDD
hahas . funny ppl . & then like 11 plus me & chan left . in the taxi ,
so funny la . talk talk . hmmie . funny la her .
hahas . tahnks yoo guys for today :D
& tahnks for all thoose pressies ppl :)

15/11/06

woke up with taht stinkin' msg in my face :(
but like now , why ?why now? when i was recallin my first day of 15 ?
why ? why cant it be tm ? or never ? now i'm stuck ?
who am i to trust now ? how come things never change ?
why do i lose my trust to ppl i trust most ?
& yet ppl gets pissed off sayin' i dont trust em'
& if yoo were dhe one who did all thoose tellings ,
let me tell yoo , you've broken my lil;' heart la fuck .
well , i'm not pin poiting but who else could it be ?
dont tell me its all a coincidence or warht right ?
hais - sations .

& to yoo ; sorrye man for all troubles causes .
& takecare s xD

anw , got band .
sab & wei ling so naughty ..
hahas , but anw .
tahnks band for dhe b'dae song .
hahas . then went eat at mac . so funny
they all bought for me a meal & sang me a song .
tahnks guys . LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS!
hahas . bandits! hahas .
then went liyana house . eefiteefit !
hahas .
{ just when i started thinkin' of us , yoo made me cancelled out the ''yoo'' in it .
congratulations ~ but was it really yoo or was it me ? or is it just that we werent
meant to be . tahts why all this complicatons ? why is it taht you're so nice yet
you're so hurtful ? when i think about the past , i thought of the unfairness i did to
yoo , but thinkin on you side , i realised the unfairness yoo did to me too . &
its even more hurtful when friends get involved . why do i always have to be seen
as the bad one ? was it really my fault ? why did i even bother .}

{& even though i tried my best not to ,
i still wonder why .}

2006-11-13T09:32:00.000-08:00

2006-11-13T07:51:00.000-08:00

okayes , last few minutes bfore forteen comes to an end ..
hmiie ; where should iie start ?

okayes , 14 14 14 ...
it has been probably the most challengin' year of my life so far ,
well - family - friends - life ?

i suffered confused-ism , not knowing how to deal with the problems that i
actually face ,

i realised how important friends were to me , & how i preferred certain things
to remain as it is ,

it was a tough year for me trying to forget what wasnt important for me now
and of course tryin' to get thoose important into my head .

also trying to make a happier family , understandin' how family was what
really kept me going on . on how misbahaviours of us led to parents fight ;
on how small things led to chaos .. so ;
mom,dad ,snowie , eddy , tiqah & mary
thanks alot :)
{ i hope that our togetherness wont be destroyed by our problems ; big/small }

friends ? hais .. but yea , which relationships dont have problems right ?
didnt expect things to be this way but yea , warht can i do ?
how come somethings were so near yet so far ?
how come ? why cant i seem to get myself to trust myself or anyone anymore ?
so guys ,
i really hope taht we can be like last time :) happy&gay as always ok ?
& tahnks alot :)

so cheers to my forteenth years ..

& i'll keep hopin' taht 15's a better one :)

2006-11-08T05:51:00.000-08:00

HELLOOOOOO ! hahas . people , got miss me not ?
hahas . kiddin' la . hmmie . where shall iie start ?

3RD NOVEMBER 2006
i was retrenched today . hahas .
no la .. cleared my stuffs out of the locker ; its officially my last day of sch ..
hahas , went out go army market with chan & naiimah . hahas .
fun aar ? run here & there in the rain . hehe .
then , went pasir ris ~ going sis dde chalet ! hahas .
wait for dhe bus , wait until so sian ..
tahnks for dhe company yea ? =x
yea , & iie reached costa sands ~ talk'd to ika & stuff ..
funfunFUN :)
hahas .

4TH NOVEMBER2006
celebrated my sis b'dae .. early one ..
hahas , our cake so nice :) i like !
& we went swimswim .. & then tahnks to kak ita who
doll'd me up for dhe party . nice skills uh ? & ika & me were like
TWINS! hahas . seriously .. then take LOADS of photos & then
when it was like 1 plus in dhe mornin' , left my phone
beside my room(which was on the 2nd storey) door for chargin ..

5thNOVEMBER2006
'' anyone saw my handbag !? '' asked my maid ,
all of us woke up by the super loud voice of my maid ,
& i slowly strolled to check my phone when ...
'' EHR , ANYONE SEEN MY PHONE ? ! '' aaaaaa
& we realised tht my sis's laptop was gone !
warht a way to end all the happyness man ..
so we ring the police , then like stayed strong la ,
cheer up my sis , CURSE YOO STEALER ! @#%%@$
then like we like waitin' for somethings then like kak ita
made this funny joke on dhe modern toyol ,.. steal laptop ;
& we were laughin' likemad ppl ..

so , now no phone x*( took so many photo la , stupid stealer !
but i'm still usin' my no horr , only now got temporary no ;
8230.... if want ask bba s . hahas .
still, STUPID STEALER ! @#%@$&

6th NOVEMBER 2006
first day of band NCO! hahas . started of with games & stuffs .
but the fun part only came during dhe MACE WORK!
hahas . funfunfun:) hahas . lift up then twisttwist!
hahas . GROUP B YEA! hahas . & so shocked to see some peops there ,
particularly this guy in my group who looked exactly like
taht safetypin from jvs , but only his shorter .. confirm look alike la ,
even jvs peops say so la , MY GOSH!
then ,. go this camp arr s , iie become CHAO TA sia , first day only sia ..
feel so dehydrated but still keepin' our spirits high! whee ~
got manymany cute guys also la , go there see then yoo know bba s .
but my mace cuter la . gahgahgah:)
then had like drill trainin' , had officers from NCC HQ ;
so funny ; one look like TAUFIK , one '' chaosia'' like wahh ,....
hahas , funny ppl la .

7th november 2006
second day of band NCO , hahas . formations formations formations ..
fun ! but hard work okaye .. hahas . my throat felt so dry la gosh ..
so , then .. we had MIKE (the english guy ) teaching us all the mace stuffs .
lucky la ; he's nicer than the other sir , less strict but still firm la . hahas .
& we continued drill trainin' today .. lesser ''chaosia-ing'' from the officer ..
& we were timing '' ninetyfortyfive ninetyfortyfive .. '' blablabla , &
took bus with some of my freshly-made friends , hahas . then , ...
HOME! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

8th november2006
third day & today was fun ! group b did really well !
hahas , & we finally completed our formation , the forming of no. 32 nice !
especially the '' zorro '' part , hehe . hmmiie .
oh ya , today so funny la . this person named #&&! so funny la & polite ..
hahas , rare see ppl like taht la . hahas . but right , the SMILE wahh sehh ;
THE BEST IN TOWN ! hahas . applyed a WHOLE LOT of sunblock
but it doesnt seem to help man .. still chaota man .. hahas ,
& did i tell yoo dianne doesnt know the meaning of CAR ? hahas .
kindergarten kid! hahas . funny la yoo ..
& i'm in need of marching shoes !
please contact me if yoo have one that is a perfect fit for me !
size 5-6 . tahnks xDDDDD
gonna have my passing out this friday at
6.15 pm at the CCA BRANCH @ evans road !
hahas . till here , TAKECARE! xDDDDD

2006-10-30T06:20:00.000-08:00

yeayeayea ;
here to update again .

dhe past few days , ok actually for the past three days ,
had been kinda fun la cause iie get to meet my cousie ika .
hahas . nicenicenice (: my boyfriend aar .
hahahas . then like now she here also la so say hello la .
hahas. hmmiie .
dhe past few days had been okaye la ; as usual there's ups & downs .
hahas . but really glad like throught our it all , mpst of the times i have somebody
to cheer me up la ; tahnks aar .
hmmie , today went camel(tas) house & with some other ppl .
hahas . watch'd my heart . hahas . planned to watch dealova la .
but like dhe cd screwed up & stuff .
hahas . hmmiie .
then after that went buy CHICKEN rice with camel(tas) near her house there .
hahas . like funny la she ,.. a lil' crazy though .. hahas .
then off iie go in dhe bus ..
hahas . & wa la ; guess who iie saw , iie saw fahmi&hakim! & his friend !
hahas . funny people , hahas . especially their friend but who cares la ... ehr ,
that cheered me up a lil' ..
& i'm here now .
shall go school tm ! w00 ( yea rhite )

{ yea , who cares ! butmaybeifyouhaventnoticeyea,ido!happynow ?
allmyhappyness - wala - gonejustliketahtsowarht? yea,maybei'meveninsane
toevencareman!ohshiet,itsmyfaultagainright? nexttimeiwontevenbother ? /}

2006-10-25T08:46:00.000-07:00

hahas ; let me refresh ok ?

23OCTOBER2006:D
hahas . fun day : DDD pon school & stuffs .
hahas . mr QQQ called me ; was like oh oh ; but then ,
just like tell him this&taht , bought MC at poly there ..
hahas . dhe whole day sit home help my mom make cupcakes !
fun : DDDD hahas . tiring la .
dhe funniest part was when while doing ;
'' AS - SA - LA - MU - A - LAI - KUM ! '' ( in a bangla voice ) ..
iie was like who sia ; & guess who ? my beloved threesome
;crab(naiimah) ; cockroach(aida) ; exhusband (liyanayeo)
hahas . laughin at me & my '' costume '' .
hahas . then at night ; went to accompany mummy cut hair ;
so nice : DDDDD was nice spendin'dhe day with my dear mummy . hahas :DDD
& then like slept practically at 3 plus dhe next mornin' ;
so like kinda shocked by some phone calls la . but warhtever eh ;D

24OCTOBER2006:D
hapihariraya(:
woke up at ten , feelin' so sleepy
hahas . then like got ready la ; did our hair & atuffs like that .
hahas . first went my auntie house ; ,,, blablabla ;
& dhe shock came ; at my bro's godma house ..
iie was walkin' when iie noticed dhe hairstyle if someone sittin' on
dhe floor . was like ... OMG! saw dumbdumb & iie was stoned ;
sorrye eh never bother lookin' at you ; gahgahgah .
then we played with hamster la ;
still shocked though ;
hmmiie ,. dhe BEST part was probably when iie met up with ika ;
like she was gorgeous la ; d0ll cousin of mine ; sleep also like doll uh ?
gahgahgah (: & last stop was pasir ris so yoo can imagine how tired we were .
hahas . & took lots of photos gethergether with our contacts ! hehe .
funfunfun :) too bad got sch dhe next day : D

& so today was like .. in school ; had dhe concert ; ate popcorn ..
hahas ; okaye .. main thing was right ..
durin' physics ; mr QQQ was in a GOODGOOD mood ;
hahas ; imagine him sayin' stuff like chill aar / peace
hahas . dhe best part was when he said '' PEACE MY ASS ! ''
we all blur ready sia . like .. hahas . so funny : DDD
& durin geog watched dhe day after tomoro ; so nice : DDD
iie slept actually ; awhile .. hahas . yea ;
& band was kinda fun with dhe sirs .
today feel hurt la ; like got some ppl aar s ; pakat with some ppl kaciau me aar s ;
right camel ? hahas ; kiddin'

&after band ; walked together with husband (:
hahas . happy one week hubby (:
181006 (: yongyuan

status ; married to cheryl ong wei xian ( i think )
note : wo ai ni ; ai ni dao si le .
harharhar : D

dont get me wrong uh (:
we're jus playin around la ;

2006-10-22T05:43:00.000-07:00

hahas . hello people : D
hahas . well , today did nothin' much ; started of dhe day talkin on dhe phone ..
till .. 3 plus ? & then sms'ed till iie fell asleep ; wake up after a few hours eat .
hahas . second last day to fast xDDD then iie slept again till ten .
& spend the whole day doing cupcakes xDDDDD funfunfun :)
hahas . then i still wonderin' if tm want go school or not . my mummy say dont need go ;
help her at home .. but .. iie dont knoe .
& might be goin' geylang later at ten ; so can guess what time i'll be going home .
irwanshah's a nice:) singer . hahas .

todaywasnice:)

2006-10-21T08:44:00.000-07:00

i'm here to update ;
hahas .
okae .

let's start off with yesterday .
yesterday i went to LITTLE INDIA! with dearest camel(tas) .
hahas . fun la : DDD hahas . & her cousiee xDDD so cute : DDD
hahas . we did our hands . hahas. so excited for deepavali . hahas
& we bought our contact lenses ! whee . xDDDD must wear one dae : DD
then .. after breakfast ; went to meet some clowns to return mp3 ;
hahas . then ; play cards a lil' while . hahas .
& they kept passin things in circles ...

& so now . here i am ; down with flu .
today had shootin !
damn funny la . we all assembled at 8 then supposingly , finishing at 3..
but then ; due to the PRO - ness of us ; hahas . we ended at 10 ? hahas . wahh .
cheyhh .. hahas . & did i tell yoo about the uniforms we receive ? hahas .
damn funny ; & we were like OMG lookin' at one another .. hahas .
but we did some alterations to our skirt rhite girls ?
hahas . so fun : DDDD hahas . & i slept the whole day later .
till 6 . simply awesome : DDDD
till then . takecare c:

{ confusedonceagain.takecareman.sometimesijuststopandaskmyselfwhoamitocare?
sometimesidontwannacarebutsometimesifeellikeihaveto.b'causeigotmyselfintothis.
likeitornot:( /}

2006-10-19T07:13:00.000-07:00

hey!hahas .
ok . today nothin' much happened la . actually ;
got QUITE a handful of things that happened .
hahas . okaee . lets see .
1. MATHS LESSON!
i missed one period of maths due to the ug camp briefin' for sec 2's .
hahas . its gonna be fun : DDDDDDD
& then went back class . & ? ? ? for dhe first time , i find that doing maths was so fun!
cosecent ; secent . blablabla . nice : DD hope to be enjoyin' more of maths this way . hahas .

2. ENGLISH [ DEBATE ]
MOTION : WE LIVE A BETTER LIFESTYLE THEN OUR PARENTS DAYS .
& my team was for the idea .
& fun la . oppose here and there with dhe funny opposition team : DDD .
hahas .

3. PE!!! : DDDD <>
warht was fun ? at first started with dhe recycle relay . so lame =x hahas . but fun : DDD
made a human chain from the pe room all the way to the recycle bins . hahas . & when we were done , went to plae b'ball with thoose funny people . hahas . so funny sia .

4. Malay : (
teacher didnt come but dont get me wrong , this wasnt the reason why i was so moody la .
some things just happend over recess then feel kinda stupid la .
& yea . some othere stuffs .. & tahnks student(musyi) for spendin' a whole lot better time
cheerin' me up ; takien photos of us & all . really fun girl : DDD & we talk'd .
finally can pour out , like after that still feel a lil' shieety but like better la .

5. PHYSICS [ BRRRRRR ]
so cold! hahas . i sat directly under the aircon in cp3 . damn brr ..
hahas . but physics today was much fun-ner . hahas . but like still ..
someone ask me this stupid question .. but like ok la . no one's fault ..
yea .. & we're gonna have an egg drop competition . '' how fun '' ...

{ nowifinnalyknowwhatsbeengoingoninuremind.finallyiknowhowuremindsetchanged.howpeoplejustcaretoassume
andnothingdontreallybothertothinkoftheotherperson.
goanddie.yea.warhtastupidreasonrhite.nowiknoe.nowireallyknoe
whatyoopplthink.itaintthateasyifyou'reinmypositionthough.oh?yoodontknoerhiteb'causeyooaintinthispatheticpositionofmine.
goonthinkofmeofthosekindagirlsmanFORALLICARE! }

6.SOCIALSTUDIES! YEAA:DDD
for the first time in history .. SS WAS FUN!
hahas . she should have started the cd-rom thingy AGES ago la . hahas .
but warht to do .. time cannot be like .. gostan ..
hais . how i wish it could .
-; impossible .

& then went wait with crab ( naiimah) for aida . talk .. then aida came .. go jp .. hahas . went crab's(naiimah's) house first . she change . & lend me her phone . my phone low batt .
hahas . then me & aida were tasked to peel egg shell . & guess warht ; I PASSED ALL THREE EGGS RIGHT AIDA ? xDDDD hahas . while aida .. hahas . cannot b'come housewife la yoo . career woman . hahas . then at jp ; walkwalk la . like that ..
then at TOYSRUS ! woo . we go round and round . hahas . was like FUN ! hahas .
then went breakfast at banquet . lucky get seat : DDD
then aida was named COCKROACH ? ! nyahahas : D . then after that went walk about look for
cockroach's(aida's) daddy dde pressie. hahas . then outside koolook . iie suddenly spoke tribal language . strange sia . like SUDDENLY . was kinda high at jp today . relieve stress ~ .
then we go buy bubble tea . hahas . & went home ... xDDDDDDDDDDDDD

{ yea.maybeitwasmyfault.oritismyfaultla.shouldnthavebotheredinthefirstplacetoevenknoeanyone.
&saywarhtyoowanforallicare.b'causeimalreadynumbinside.sogoon.saywarhtyoofeellikesayin'
&justthinkthatimnothere.whycantpeoplebemoreopenminded.selfcenteredfreaks! /}

i carved my name ;
& just mine .

anw ; happy b'dae pin : DD sweet seventeen uh ? takecare xD & goodluck

between yoo & her aytes ? so cute share smae b;dae & jia you for o's

2006-10-17T22:43:00.000-07:00

hello : DDD
hahas . i'm here to update ..
hahas . today has been an interesting day .. ( i guess )
hahas . CAMEL(tas) was late for dhe first time !!@@#
hahas . & we practically had fun durin' pccg man .
i mean warht could be more fun then learning JAPANESE!
hajimashite!watashiwafazeedes.duzoyuroshiko .. i think .
hahas
xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD FUNFUNFUN : )
& we had a '' girl talk '' with dearest dean also . kinda fun la : )
hahas . & durin' malay ; rabbit jie (jasmine) went to me class & pass me dhe
'' red tie '' .. right aida ? hehe . yea .
& we had studentcouncil meetin' . so funny but like lots of interuptions her&there .
hehe . hope its gonna be a succesful camp man .. hahas .
xDDDDDDDD & i've got ten ( dianne took one ) chocosuji to finish ! tahnks crab(naiimah)

{ & i have no comments on things happenin' nowadaes . so '' normal '' }

2006-10-14T14:22:00.000-07:00

okae . here i am updatin' my blog .
hahas .

well, on friday i got back my results . wasnt' that good la . ok it wasnt good . really didnt know how i was gonna tell my dad . like all the sacri .. ah neverminds .. but thankfully when i told them , they were ok . kinda happy for my languages but were a lil' dissapointed for my maths .. can see from dad's face . hahas . so at night went geylang . very happy day for my family surprisingly .... ***** &&amp;&&&&&&&&&&&&
mum bought me this vcd i '' diedie lookin' for '' & plus some other cd's . TWO INDON LOVESTORY!! MELTS ~ hahas .
& i rented one the other day . so i've got three . hahas . you guys should watch .. so yea . now .. i jus finish watchin two of the stories . nicenice : DD but i think ' my heart ' a lil' nicer than ' apa artinya cinta ' . yeaa . nicenicenice : D & dhe songs' nice ayte ? i want watch dealova man : DDDD

{ if eu love somebody could we be this strong ?
iie will fight to win our love will conquer all
wouldnt' risk my love ; even just one night
our love will stay in my heart ..
.... my heart :DDDDD /.}

2006-10-11T00:31:00.000-07:00

10OCTOBER2006:D

today had post-exam activity . kinda borin' .
hahas . but yea still .. hahas . mingxian was my partner .
so funny la he . & our line was '' smack your face .. "
hahas . & iie realise GUYS ARE MONEY-MINDED! hahas . right ?
hahas . yea . kinda fun . we earned 4.1++ million lle! whoohoo ! imagine if iiie got this kind of money now eh . wah . hahas . & had student council meetin' . yea . & that was today .

11OCTOBER2006 :D
woke up again at 3am suddenly . wonderin' why . & i slept again woke up at 1pm .
diediedie :) then got ready to go out . & iie met em ' & we met em' & eat at geylang . & we went esplanade . yea . & then played here & there . took pics & stuff . homehomehome : D

{ i'minastateofconfusion.jusdontmindme.really,maybeibroughtallthisuponmyself.
&maybeideservethis:)maybe.whycantibeher,alltheotherpeopsoutther.happygolucky.shietme }

& thanks to camel(tas) , the songs'(hurt) stuck in my head . once again , maybe you'll be wonderin' why suddenly .. but then once again ; tahnks for bein' there girl . xD will always love ya ' xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2006-10-07T01:44:00.000-07:00

IMEANIT!
'' if you die in the game ,
you DIE in real life ''

hahas
yesterday . FUNFUNFUN : ) tahnks to camel(tas) , crab(naiimah) & thefishbread-eater?(aida)
for dhe NICE&FUN&SCARY day . hahas . wasnt planned and suddenly one person said
lets go watch movie and then ...
hahas
so we were in the theatre . then the previews started & it was BLOODY SCARY !
hahas . so '' the grudge 2 '' is comin' ppl . hahas . shall go watch : D
hahas . & crab(naiimah) was kinda freaked out by our screams . hahas .
yoo scared right ? gothgothgoth :D hahas . and we were sittin' like in akeelah & dhe bee .
hahas . lalala s . then iie catched up with mummy and then waited a lil' while then we went buy
KEBAB : DDDD nicenicenice : D hahas . & so we went home in dhe stinkin' taxi :(
eeyer .
hahas . oh did iie told ya ? i've got only two more papers to go ?
whoohoo! cant' wait .
DO YOUR BEST FOR THE LAST PAPER AYTES ? =x
takecare : D & woohoo!

2006-09-30T00:59:00.000-07:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
ONE PAPER DOWN
xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
A WHOLE LOT MORE TO GO!

{ how would you feel watchin' her helplessly lying there feels like ?
watchin' her lying there in pain ? & you cant help a single bit ?
damn , why why why ? it really scares me . her teary eyes . the way
she said '' i'm fine dont worry '' . take care & get well soon is all i can say ?
dear allah , please help mummy recover soon yea ? please? }

& for that idiot who ended pissin us of on thursday ;
glad yoo&her are closer yea? workhard on exams too !
&& i'll need those wings / .

2006-09-26T20:43:00.000-07:00

hello people ":)
hmmie .
let's see . this week has been tiring
ok yesterday was awesome :D two became one
& HADY WON! :DDD but PAUL'S MY FAV. STILL !
hahas . & yesterday so fun . studied with camel(tas) .
hahas . & we went POPULAR -
& dhe bugger - square . DAMN FUNNY! LOUSY!&iturned{ & kewl } lawl .
hahas . really woried fo my end of year man .

TODAY : DDD
OMG! i was like goin to school then i saw this '' pak tam '' &
friends at my bus stop . & i was stoned . sleepysleepy lessons .
oh ya . maths gettin fun day by day . & i pass'd with FLYING COLOURS
for my a maths test . hope my end of year would be like that . impossible though .
hahas . & today i studied with camel(tas) again .
funfunfun : DDDDD & she's evil .
she said my camel drawin' looked like a dinosaur . hmphhx .
& dhe wings look like chicken! kukububu!
hahas . hmmie . yeaa . & we're gonna get our assesments tm .
& stop cursin' me ok ? { yoo should know warht i mean }
GOODLUCK EVERYBODY FOR YOUR E.O.Y!

2006-09-21T20:48:00.000-07:00

today had been a good&bad day .
more on dhe good side actually : )
OK ;
let's start of with lessons .
lessons was ok la . PE WAS FUN!
but tired aar s . but guess it was kinda fun watchin us chasin after a ball .
hahas . & after taht we all sit as a class & eat . hahas .
hmmie . then . ok .
my malay's gettin from ok to bad to wahh lau . really got to buck up man .
hahas . hmmie . gonna work hard ? for malay (this sounds weird) .
then SOCIAL STUDIES TEST ! my gosh can you just slap me .
its gonna be a miricle if i pass dhe test . do you know why ?
because i used the wrong source! bah . gonna die : ))
hahas . & then after school went mac : DD
hahas . & went to dhe photo shop
hahas . hate it when i have to take photo . as in solo .
i love group shots though : DDD its fun .
hahas . yeaa. & camel (tas) was caught by chicken(me) today .
hahas . & she was dhe happiest person to go to jail man : D
bah . then crab (naiiimah) was my doctor and we sued chameleon (chan) for some reasons .
she was dhe mac d chief : DDDDD hahas .
hahas . & that was it .

{ this little things seem to be worrying me more than anything . should i even bother about em now ? i need a lil' faith : D & its still jus my luck }

2006-09-20T07:17:00.001-07:00

here's my update : DDDDDDDDDDD

MONDAY:D (18SEPT)
TODAY HAD BEEN A TIRING DAY .
imagine . not one but FIVE periods of
physics .hahas . & i was caught sleepin' durin
remedial . damn . whywhywhy ? hahas . third time lle .
too tired iie guess ~ & i'm still tired .
maths test was ehr . DISASTROUS .

TUESDAY:D (19SEPT)
today had physics durin pccg . hahas .
& well it was quite fun bba s .
mr q brought TOYS for us .
hahas . so funny . hahas .
hmmie . & i'm really tired .
really really beat .
its like all dhe teachers are comparin' us
herethere&everywhere.
hahas . i guess i better wake up ;

WEDNESDAY :D (20SEPT)
wahh . IPASSEDMYMATHS!
hahas . finally i see passes .
hahas. but well .had another disastrous add maths
test just now . really felt like faintin' today .
weather so warm .

{ yoo left me thinkin' . warht should be my next move ?
maybe they were right . its all my fault . mine .
its alright x) its just my luck :) }

2006-09-17T08:43:00.001-07:00

the weeks been fab : DD ( can say so )

lets see . the good thing was ;

FORBIDEN CITY!
hahas . damn shiok . hahas .
& so we reached durian early so got free time !
hahas . yea . then go WALKWALK. hahas . with some
2e2 peops . like reunion sia . hahas . then , we all ate ice cream .
NICENICENICE : DDD & hazlin was like '' the girl so cute!!! ... ''
dia00 . hahas .& the show was NICE! : DDDD .
very sad also . but the small lil guy was so kawaii . darn cute .
then went eat at bk . hahas . nicenicenice :DDD

AKEELAH&THEBEE!
hahas . was like rushin' home .
meet CRAB(naiimah) . hahas . so decided to meet at gombak .
then i told her i was reaching & she was like hhhah ? & so found out
that she was in the train lle . so decided to meet at cck then . & i was
with CAMEL(tas) btw . & i received a msg from crab(naiimah) that she
overshot go yew tee . & i cant stop laughin . hahas . then aisyah msg
camel(tas) that she forget ez-link . so we waited . hahas . then saw
quite a lot of sec 3's . then at the show ..
was watchin when suddenly , ms evil STEP ON MY FOOT . hahas .
yeaa ; ?& then we had group studyin at mac ; funny thing was i studied more
than how normally i study at library . : DDDDDDD
FUNFUNFUN!

( iknewitbutijustdoubtedbuti'lltrymybesttohelpok?tahnksbtw:D)

OBSHEREICOME!
hahas . had obs briefing . so fun! cant wait .
hahas . & guess warht ?
160906 ; FOUNDING OF MY HUUUBBYY!
hahas . GARANG!&PROVIDES SACRIFICIALPROTECTION ;
.... LIYANA YEO! hahas .

hahas . & did iie mention that i had four ( one cancelled ) test this week ?
2 killer PHYSICS paper . w00ah . so gonna be dead i think .
what can i do .

& i cant msg anymore = x SADCASE!
hahas . call me if got anythin aytes ?

2006-09-09T09:07:00.000-07:00

WAHHHHH - DAMN I'MSLEEPY!
hahas . w0ke up at SEVEN? slept at FOURTHIRTY?!
hahas . TIREDDD . hahas . met girlfriend under my bl0ck .
then go meet dhe rest at dhe bb mrt . dhe KHAN so late .
hahas . had soccer match at some ULU BANGLA place .
& my butt HURTS BADD! b'cause of dhe see saw .
hahas . then RUSHEDDDDD home for tuition .
damn sweet of my tuition cher to wait for me xDDD
hahas . & after went meet em' at 106 there . hahas .
then actually was studyin' then i played taitee .
& i WONN!!! hahas . then iie thought em' dhe afghanistan game .
hahas . & we played . somethin' seems to be happenin' between
chameleon(chandini) & AAARRR(shallnotberevealed) . hahas .
keep gettin' same card . & man was STRESS'D OUT . hahas .
& went home . had a BIG FEAST ! hahas .

{hahas . to camel ; CHEER UP GIRL!
iie knoe its not easy :DDDD ;
GIRLFRIENDDDD ; takekaire of dhe leg ok? }

2006-09-07T10:13:00.000-07:00

well . today iie had BAND ?
hahas . went t0 meet BUTTOCKS (kit man)
at dhe c0ffeeshop . her mom DAMN cute siia .
hahas . hmmiie .then got goin' to dhe cake shop .
bought a cake for our dear B'DAE(belated) GIRL ;
M.I (silvia) hahas dhe RETARDDDD one . hahas .
hmiie . & then we headed to school .
& we didnt no where practice was g0in' to be
held at t0day . & found out that
we'll be usin' dhe HALL ?! wahh - s0 HYPERRRRR!
first time use hall lle .hahas . then ;
THEY LAUGH'D AT MY ENGLISH ! hahas .
xDD n0t funny ok ? hahas .
hmmie . then durin' practice ; was feelin'
kinda confused&unhappy . alil' la .
( sorryiieneglectedy00ok?h0pey0u'refeelin'betternow!cheerup:DDDD ) then ..
mr g ask'd me come out and he sat down ..
& he ask'd me to conduct lle .
wahh . damn funny la . iie like some ass dunnoe one
thing . but yeaa . a favour indeed . hahas .
& then we fall out . hahas .

iiehopethaatthingsbetweeny00areoknow.chillok.maybeonedaywecanhangout&talk.
neverseeny00thaatangryb'fore.mayg0dblessy00ok?takecareaites?

& iie headed home after eatin' .
sian - sations again .

2006-09-05T07:34:00.000-07:00

OHH LAA LAA ~
hahas . i'm s0 GAY!(happy)
GAY-NESS . hahas .

ZOOOM BACK TO DHE PAST! ; -

3RD SEPTEMBER"
gah-
& so iie was online ..
when suddenly #% text me .
& iie was damn piss'd .
felt like blowing up .
& someone @@* me somethin '
& iie was even more piss'd
whywhywhy ?
& iie st00d there thinkin' waitin for replies
hahas .
& iie received a call from #%
& we talk'd .
at first it was a lil' low laa .
but then ; to my GREATEST SHOCKKKK '
we started laughin' throughout .
& iie was tahnkin g0d .
g0sh ! didnt expect it this way . but
seriously .. hoped y00 understand man :DDD
& was FORCEDD t0 talk in malay .
eeyerr . hahas . s0 FUNNY . & we talk till latelate .
till my dear lala land .

I'MGLADTROUBLESENDEDINLAUGHTERSX)
PS : SORRY'S TO THOOSE I WAS CHATTIN WITH FOR VENTIN' MY FRUST ON YOO =x

4th SEPTEMBER ''
& s0 iie w0ke up thinkin' ystd was a dream ;
hahas . hmmiie .
DHE BUTTS HAD OFFICIAL LUNCH TODAY!
& me , HAIRY(cheryl) & BUTTOCK ( kid man ) b0ught HAPPY MEAL x)
hahas . bandd was l0ng ; but we managed t0 finish thaat overture e... s0ng .
yeaahh ! FINALLY xDD hahas . n0t wasted ; whee .
& dhe sh00tin' canceld . neeminds . hahas .
& iie had diarhea ( is that how y00 spell it ? ) hahas .
tahnks HAIRY (cheryl) & M.I (silvia) & my sl a.k.a. EGG-MUSCLES(nur liyana)
f0r y0ur help : DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

5th SEPTEMBER''
iie went out with camel(tasvita)!
hahas . s0 FUNN !
iie had an AWESOME time laughin' .
th0ugh dhe laugh at je was still dhe BEST , rhite tas ?
hahas .

2006-09-02T05:53:00.000-07:00

YSTD RRAWWWCGGGK'DD?
hahas . yeaa : DD
& so iie went to bbq laa s .
celebrate G.P( aizat ) b'dae.
hahas . HAPPY B'DAE G.P!
hahas .& it was s0 FUN laa s.
dhe WINDDDDDDDDD! w00h00 .
yeaa : DD & iie played SOCCER!
hahas . g0t many COACH lle .
hahas . & dhe FOOD! yumyum ''
hahas . then when it was time to go home ..
CALL'D f0r taxi . hahas . & auggie just cant
seem to stop disturbin tas uhh ? hahas .
& helmi couldnt' stop paya lebar-ng .
* s0 we waited f0r dhe cab . hahas .
& helmi;auggie c0untin dunn0e warht .
count like want to die lle .
hahas . & s0 dhe cab came ..
'' FAZEE RIGHT ? '' hahas .
felt like laughin' when dhe taxi driver asked me .
hahas . yeaa : DD & everyone s0 STRESS in dhe cab .
all scared lle . yeaa : DD hahas . & s0 send chan under
her block laa s . hahas . THE COCKROACH! AAAA!
hahas . rhite chan ? hahas .
& s0 headed home . & my dad gave me a shock when iie
open'd dhe door then he over there stand .. WAHHHHH /
hahas . & iie was punish'd . had to massage his feet & finish
up ALL DHE FOOD thaa was left from dhe dinner .
there were like fried rice&noodle ; frenchfries ; satay .
& iie ate ; n0t all . iie CHEATEDD'
hahas . gave my br0 some . hahas . CLEVER rhite ?
hahas . & as iie waited for some phonecall ..
iie went t0 lala land .
:DDDDDDDDD

& t0day iie had tuition . hahas .
i g0nna work hard to achive th00se GRADES! whee .

& iie feel all cleared up .
may iie achieve that everythin'
everyday is another page of my life :DD

2006-08-31T07:37:00.000-07:00

PAUL GOT IN !!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

hahas . ok ; let me REFRESH -

30AUGUST2006 :D
t0day ; PHYSICS TEST WAS A DISASTER D:
aaaa . can die dde . iie think i'll get ZERO!
hahas . & iie fail'd my amaths ct2 . damn man .
aiyaa . shiet shiet shiet shiet !
& we gave mr quek dhe shirt ; DAMN FUNNY
he w0re it & wave'd like SUPERMODEL! hahas .
&BAND ended early t0day ;
& dhe BUTTS went mac ! beens0l0ng! y0ngyuan rhite ?
hahas . hmiie . & MR QUEK WAS THERE TOO!
hahas . & we talk'd . yeaa . : DDDDDD &egnag was there .
really really really .... neeminds .
& it was really a frustatin' day man . this&that . y00 just cant
S T O P rhite ? arghhh -
tahnks t0 y00 wh0 spend dhe time walkin' with me in dhe rain ''
tahnks babe : DDDD chill &we were all drenched.

[ ps ; tahnks dan f0r dhe tissue! see ya tm! come back! ]

31AUGUST2006 "
YAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM - SEHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
hahas .teachers day celebrati0n was a BLAST! hahas . & we were all g0in' crazy ;
LOVE YOO 3E1!!!! hahas . & we spent dhe wet weather sessi0n d0in' n0thin but ;
WE PLAY'D HANGMAN WTH MR Q ! & did yam-seh! hahas . he was REDDDD!
hahas . hahas . then me&cheryl g0 walk walk walk . hahas . aisinile rhite ? hahas . hmmiie . FUNNNNN : DDDD at dhe hall we were MAD-BARBARIOUS PPL !
hahas . yeaa : DDD & iie saw LOTS of seniors .
hahas . then went jp .

WHATTODO?
&itseemsmyfault ; id0ntmindth0ugh.
but i'm sick&tired of all thoose reporters'' .
ohg0d!whywhywhy? -
aaargh ; jus SLASHMETODEATH /.

2006-08-26T04:38:00.000-07:00

GOD I'M HAPPY : DDD !
hahas ( well i'm a lil sad th0ugh =x )

YSTD ;
BAND POP CEROMONY 2006!
yeaa . GUESS WARHT ?
it basically was fun fun FUNNN!!!
hahas <>

i'm g0nna miss dhe twelve of em'
- JASMINE : RABBIT
- CHARLESTON : DHE BULLY
- YI BIAO : DHE WISE ONE
- BARRY : DHE FUNNY ONE
- TIMOTHY : MICKEYMOUSE!
- SITI : DHE HAIRSTYLIST
- SANDY : DHE SWEET ONE
- STEPHANIE : DHE HILLARIOUS ONE
- STEPHANIE : DHE CUTE&PREETY ONE
- KHALIL : DHE PRETEND - QUIET ONE
- BAO ZHUAN : MY SECTION DDE !!!
&LASTbutn0tleast ,.....
- LIBIN! : DHE BAND MONKEY x )
( ps ; s0rry ab0ut thaat spill x= )

s0 sad ; dhey d0nt have lle x'(
h0pe we'll d0 well
& all SIX of us are in dhe c0mitee ; RIGHT ?
## RUBBER + HAIRY + M.I + SHORT-Y + BUTT'CK + ME? ##
whee . dhe hip hip h00rays t0 us !

& t0 y00 ; iie kn00e y0u're feelin' down ,
but do CHEER UP OK? : DD
it d0esnt matter warht dhey say ab0ut us .
its g0nna be us , us & US! LAUGH? ##
( y00 sh0uld kn0e wh0 y00 are )

& t0day iie went t0 get some stuffs at wm & meet
PURPLE - II ( alyssa) & CAMEL ( tasvita) & CHAMELEON (chandini )
hahas . l00nng time uhh ?
hahas . tahnkx y00 guys xDDD
hahas . fr0m dhe GREEN-EYED BARNEY t0 y00!
nyahahah = x en0ugh teasin' laa .

& n0w g0t this idi0t wh0se been buggin me ;
first he added me on msn & friendster .
eeeyyerr - I'M DISGUSTEDD ;
& i've heard he's BADD
& s0 my mummy's t0ld me thaat i sh0uld
NOT mix with BADDDD
people . hahas . fcuk OFF@!@!!@#

& n0w i'm h0me ; hahas .

[ p.s ; tahnks f0r dhe contacts . ystd was fun aite ? i'll pay y00 iie d0nt care! ]

2006-08-21T05:51:00.000-07:00

HAPPY B'DAE TO YOO!
HAPPY B'DAE TO YOO!
HAPPY B'DAE TO CAMEL!
HAPPY B'DAE TO YOO!

YEAAA! hahas . t0 th00se wh0 d0nt kn0w ;
TODAY yes TODAY IS .. CAMEL(tasvita) B'DAE!!!!!
FIFTEEN UHH ? get ic lle laa s . hhHHH!
hahas. lawl/.

hmmiie. t0day was .. ok bba s .
except its dhe FIRST time mdm juju SCOLDDEEDD & NAGG us .
hahas . maybe we deserved it bba s . hahas .
yeaa . but she's NICE! hahas . yeaa .

then . had BANDDDDDD;
hahas . was kwel . hahas . lawl /.
ELTON JOHN WAS NICEEE!
hahas .
BUT ;
FAIRYTALES dhe BEST!!!! t0nghuaa!!!
lawl/. i'm g0in b0ngers

anw ;
YESTERDAYYY .
went bugis&t0wn;
SPENT SIX HOURS WALKIN'
findin some stuff ;
& finally made my decisi00n .
hahas. hmmiie
tahnkx CHERYL&SILVIA f0r dhe c0mpany!
LOVE YOO GUYS !
hahas .
hmmiie . & we're wearin' our CLASS TEE -
UBER HOT!!!
hahas . hmmiie .
& iie slept at 1 +++
hahas . CHELSEA WON!
wheeeeee - ing

& it was a pity elcnu didnt get t0 marry siti!
nyahahahah =x

2006-08-11T02:29:00.000-07:00

LALALA;
hahas . i am s0 PISS'D off!@
WHY CAN'T STUDENTS GO TO THE TOY-LET DURIN CT2?
hahas . & left me sufferin' [ my class pe0000ps sh0uld know ]
BUT ; i'm t0tally uteerly feelin' HAPPY t00 ! maths paper wasnt'
thaat t0ugh bba s .& s0me other stuffs happen'd . & i'm HAPPY !
hahas . & i'm g0nna watch FIREWORKS! with my sis & ... :DDD
t0day's colour is GREEN! but iie think i'm g0nna wear white ./
yeaaa .hahas . & tm is FRANCE'S firew0rk! i'll better g0! hahas .
anyway , check out dhe s0ng SATISFACTION : was pass'd t0 me .
TO RELIEVE STREESS . really ? iied0ntkn0w. better g0 check it out.

2006-07-28T23:15:00.000-07:00

WOOOOOOAAAAA .
haha . its' been a LOOOOOONNNGGGG time .
s0 many things had happend' .
GOOD&BADD.

26.07.06
t0 my dear XXXXX ;
iie kn0w its been hard between us ;
s0 s0rry man. i've realised dhe G A P between us & i'm really s00ry ;
BUT ; d0nt f0r ONE sec0nd think thaat i've f0rgotten y00 .
w0nt' f0rget anythiin ; the STUDYING ; dhe functi0n at y00r h0use ;
ispl-ing ; EVERY SINGLE BIT of it . & iie wan y00 t0 kn0e thaat
'' I AM THE LUCKIEST PERSON ON EARTH TO HAVE MET A PERSON LIKE YOU! ''
y00 sh0uld kn0e wh0 y00 are .

27.07.06
ooh g00sh . MR Q BLASTEDD AT MY CLASS TODAY!
& he threw our papers on dhe fl00r .
anw; i went visiting after sch00l .
& i'm w0rried SICKK .
what if what if what if ?
I'M GONNA APPRECIATE MY FRIENDX NO MATTER WHAT . just n0t feelin' right .
& why cant' pe0ple WAKE UP! when an OBVIOUS LIVING EXAMPLE is infr0nt of em' ? why is there this feelin' in me ?
WHAT IF WHAT IF WHAT IF ?
ask y0urself ; WHAT IF ?

i'll just keep prayin'
f0r us .

&i'mstillw0rried.

28.07.06
OK .
ms xxxxx BLASTEDD at dhe BAND t0day!
SO SHOCK'DDD ;
haiis . & mr xxx was asking dhe rest
why we all seem'd s0 -DEAD
while iie was busy thinking .
l00king infr0nt ; seeing #@!!^@*
just reminded me of yesterdae .
#@!!^@* just s0 nice ;
just made me WONDERED why i was even s0 bad
t0 s0me of em' last time . hais -
& i just felt super stressed out .
why must all this keep happenin' in one ROW .
isnt there an0ther time?
why why why ? arsghh SHIETTT ;
why d0es this things keep happenin' even th0ugh i've tried again&AGAIN t0 s0lve/run fr0m it ? why d0 they have t0 come ? why why WHYYYYYY!?

HAVE ANYONE EVER THOUGHT HOW ITS' LIKE BEING IN A SHOE OF MINE?

anw : HAPPY EARLY B'DAE ANNABEL (:
& class ph0t0 sessi0n was FUN! at least right?

2006-07-01T11:21:00.000-07:00

w00 h00 !
PORTUGAL WONNNN !!!!!
lalala s ~
OK - s0 iie went t0 dhe 40TH SYF OPENING .
VERY VERY FUN !
hahas ; then g0t this MGS girls s0 uber FUNNNY !
hahas : & then we were 0n the BUS -
s0 then ms ngiam had t0 open dhe t0pic ab0ut MILITARY BANDD ;
then we were like thinking thaat our sch00l dde last time dhe unif0rm is RED & WHITE ! then we were like BEGGING her t0 let us wear on nati0nal DAY . hahas . & t0day being DIANNE b'dae , she enlightend us by wishing thaat ms ngiam w0uld let us wear dhe RED unif0rm ;
& we were thinking like h0w kwel it was ;
BAND HAVE NO 1 & NO 2 ;
nyahahaha .
& PORTUGAL WONNNNNNNNNNN !
23 ! 23 ! & 14 VALANTE !
hahas .

but ; ARGENTINA l0st : (

2006-06-16T23:08:00.000-07:00

I'M BACK !
& i MISS ' D THAILAND ALREADY
AAARRHHH -
FIRST DAY :
THE AIRPLANE RIDE WAS GORGEOUS ;
BUT I WAS ALONEE !
hahas . then the f00d was GOOD !
yummyumm !
and we were WELCOME'D with GARLANDS ?
s0 GRANDD !
& the THAI DANCERS ; rite ALEX ( a.k.a SUPERSTAR ? )
* LAUGHS WITH THE OTHERS *
and after the FOOD at sch00l ; went t0
FLOATING MARKET where there were LOAD of DOGS !
hahas ; & bread's arent't f0r y00 aida ! its f0r the fish
* LAUGHS ! ! -_-''' *
& then we went t0 0ur BUDDY ' S HOME ;
AND MINE HAD EIGHT DOGS !
but the g00d thing is iie g0t t0 use MSN !

SECOND DAY :
BUFFULO FARM ; HERE WE COME !!!
hahas. yepp ;
& we did planting of RICE ;
SOAKE'D IN MUD AND A HUGE AMOUNT OF ..
BUFFULO POO POO !
& deb0 was like JASPER'S COUSIIES ALL THE
WAYY . BUT FUN .. ALTHOUGH A LIL DIRTY ;
AND THE BUS IS GORGEOUS !
TASVITA DHE CAMEL !
NADYA DHE CACTUS ? !
AIDA DHE PRAWN !
FAZEE DHE OCTOPUS !
ALEX DHE DOG !
DES DHE TURTLE !

& I PROVED THAT I WAS PURE MAGICIAN
( right ALEX ; a.k.a SUPERSTAR&SHIFU&DOG :
( right DES ; a.k.a ER SHIFU&TURTLE :
& FINALLY WENT SHOPPING ! !

THIRD DAY :
GOOD MORNING CLASS ... ? ?
hahas . yepp : ) dhee day has COME ;
TEACHING dhe kindergarten sudent is
WONDERFUL ; hahas .
they were so CUTEE !
GOING BONGERx ;
OK .
nnd we CONTINUEDD SHOPPING AFTER THAT
.. ( RIGHT AIDA ? 160 CAN ? 50 BAHT PLEASE UNCLE ? )
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH - BARGAIN QUEEN UHH ?

FOURTH DAY :
WENT MUSEUM !!
hahas .
& in the '' mini BUS '' was the f0undingg of thee NEW family ;
CHIKO FAMILY ; CHIKOPEK & CHIKOBU !
right : ALEX ' a.k.a SUPERSTAR&SHIFU&DOG&CHIKOPEK -
DES " a.k.a ER SHIFU&TURTLE&CHIKOPEK -
HIP HOP ' S OUR STYLE ~
whee .

& then there were GOODBYE ' S =(
haiis . HATE'D IT !
MISS'D THEM LOADs .

in the PLANE ;
SILVIA ; THE HORSE !
TAS ; THE CAMEL !
FAZEE ; THE OCTOPUS !
LETS DO IT !
BANGLA DANCE ! ! -_-'''
haha ;

& i MISS ' D THAILAND !

btw ; HAPPY B'DAE YISHU !
16 LLE GOOD LAA s . hhhhHH -

2006-06-06T07:23:00.000-07:00

IKNOW!IKNOW!

s0rry ; OK ?
WHY ? ''
b'cause LONNGGGGGGG TIMEE NEVER UPDATE ;
hmmiie
iie REWINDDDDDDD A BBIT ?

the FIRST WEEK of HOLI - DAYS ;

WAHHHH -
PRACTICALLY EVERYDAY iie have to come to sch00l ;
REHEARSAL & all . TIREDD .
but likee thee dance part was NICEE ll00 . d0nt mindd
dancingg thr0ughout thee REHEARSAL !
whee ; BUT YOO KNOW WAHRT ?

3RD JUNE 2006 ? THE BEST laa s .
hahas . iie LOVE 'D thee dance ll0 .
BUT ; damn paiin ok ? dance with HIGH - HEEL;
BUT FUN !
then iie s0 tiredd iie sleep until THREE ? !
GOODNESS - ?

xD BUURT iie have been awake f00r 37 h0urs b'f0re iie
SLEPT at 4 am yesterdayy . x) itsFUN! really .
then iie had THAILANDD MEETINGG t0dayy ;
nnd GUESS WARHT ?
IIEHADICECREAMINTHERAIINAGAIN'EVNTHOUGHI'MSICK!
BUTitstheeBESTMEDICINEINTHEWHOLEWIDEEWORLDD ;
- g0figure!

060606 SIMPLY RHOGCK'DD .

2006-05-20T05:05:00.000-07:00

WAHHHHH -
RESULT ARE BADDDDD : ((
I FAILEDD MY CHEM & ADD MATH
URGHH -
BUT I AM TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH MY ;
HISTORY & SOCIAL STUDIES !
wheee!
nnd iie PASS'D ;
MATHS ; PHYSICS! ; ENGLISH? ;MT !
yepp : ))
nnd iie got A1 f0r mt ! HIGH FIVE MUSYI !
hahas : ))
BUT ;
h0pe my FAMILY w0uld understandd :
GETTING 70++ aint EASY !
AT LEAST I PASSEDD :
APPRECIATE IT !

2006-05-13T21:12:00.000-07:00

I'M EXHAUSTEDD .
of everything . thats happening
iie jus want to ENJOYY life .
iie d0nt kn0e whats thee pr0blem .
SERIOUSLY ;
neemindd s . iie shall just go with thee
FLOOWWWW ;
iied0ntkn0e '' '

JUST WANT MY HAPPY - NESS BACK :

nnd ;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURUL !
THIS GORGEOUS BABE FIFTEEN LLLE AARS .
hee s . GOODLUCKKKK iin y00r FIFTEENTH YEAR
OF LIFE ! harHARhar : ))

2006-05-13T09:05:00.000-07:00

ARGGGHH -
y00 just want t0 tell the WHOLE w0rld ;
DON'T y00 ?
FINE - i'll tell thee WHOLE w0rld t00 ;

FIRSTLY ; wh0 started this bl00diie thing ?
ME OR YOO ?
STOP THE PINPOINTING MAN - REALLY !

SECONDLY ; YOO THINK THIS IS MAKING
ME ANGRY ? DREAM ON ! CAUSE IIE DONT
FREAKING CARE ABOUT A PERSON LIKE
YOO . FORNOW .

THIRD ; ITS ALL B'CAUSE OF ME ISNT' IT ?

I GIVE UP !
STOP THE ACT MAN !

2006-05-12T00:27:00.000-07:00

whee . I'M BACK !
s0rry laa . iie kn0e very LATE !
BEEN BUSY ! MUGGING -
WAHHHH - nnd iim FREE !

s00 ; y00 all FASTEN YOUR SEATBELT ;
cause i'll REWINDDDDDDDDDDD :

23 APRIL 2006
ARGGHHHH .
g0t an ENGLISHPAPERONE tm ;
SORRY -
iie kn0e its HARD f0r y00 :
BUT :
iie dunn0e h0w t0 explain it t0 y00 .
BUT :
hais . neemindd

EXAM ARE NOW AND THIS HAD TO HAPPEN HUH ?

24 APRIL 2006
ENGLISHPAPERONE - was iie even WRITING ?
hais . DUMB !
BUT : thee BEST part of t0dayy
when tas nnd me sat at the bl00diie HILL thing
then the WINDD ! whee . then went under thee
BLOCKKK ! sit nnd RESTEDD my HEADD .
SUDDENLY
" HI GIRLS ! "
AAAAAARRHH - hee s : SWEET MRS CHIEW .
then send tas t0 MRT ; thats it .

26 APRIL 2006
FINALLY !
hee s ; I CARE !
GOT TO TELL YOO THAAT !
WHEE . DAMN GAY NOW !
OOO LAA LAA -
I CARE YOO CARE EVRYONE CAREEEE !

OOPS -

28 APRIL 2006
SSOCIAL STUDY ! AARR -
hee s ; hopefully iie can PASS .
HAHA ;

29 APRIL - 4 MAY 2006
been MUGGING -
MUG HERE
MUG THERE
EVERWHERE !

HOPEFULLY - i'll PASS all my subjects .

5 MAY 2006
TODAY -
was EATING at MAC when -
'' RING RING ''
got EMERGENCY ;
nnd iie RAN ALL THE WAY TO INTERCHANGE
only t0 find out thaat iie have to acc0mpany pe0ple :
GO CHOOSE CAKE !
haiis .
yepp : )) s0 iie CHOOSE laa s.
then ; wennt SHOPPINGG ;
nnd went LIBRARY TILL LATE NITE :
11 O CLOCK THEN COME HOME :
nnd iie was NOT SCOLDED !
SO HAPPY !

11 MAY 2006
NO SCHOOL ! LAST PAPER YESTERDAY ! WHEE !
THEN GO SEE MI3 !
SO COOL !
hahas .
'' MIH GANG ? REMEBER ? BAHHAA .
BUT THE HEAD GO KL . THREE DAYS
SAD CASE :
TAS GOT HER HP BACK !

I DONT CARE ABOUT THE PROBLEM CAUSE STOP SAYING
THERE S A PROBLEM WHEN YOO DONT EVEN KNOW
WHAT IS THE PROBLEM !

REMINDER TO ALL : PEOPLE CHANGE ! YES !
THINK WHAT YOO WANT TO SAY B'FORE YOO SAY ANYTHING !

2006-04-18T05:12:00.000-07:00

FAULT ; its MY onee .
yepp ;

iie kn0e thaat GIRL t0ldd y00 thaat thing ;
might have HURT y00 ;
it is TRUE ;
BUT ;
i didnt mean it thaat way ;
its a MISS - understandding ;
BUT ;
iie cant tell y00 ;
iie cant explain ;
cause y00 arent supp0sedd t0 kn0e ;
not a SINGLE BIT ;
HOW ?

; nnd iie miss'd y00 .
# RETURN OF OUR FRIENDSHIP ;
WHEN ?

part tw00e ;

WAHHH - iie damn FCUK'dd upp .
wiith m0iie FCUK'ing self .
FAMILY ? STUDYY ?
they're GET ' iin BETTER ;
BUT ;
now ?
FRIENDD ?
BUT ;
iie still d0nt get it .
was it MY fault ?
TOTALLY ? minee ?
nnd .
AAAARRGGHHHGGGG .
ii'l jus STOP here .

# iie GIVE UPP !
[ PS : THANKiiiee x ! ]

2006-04-10T06:21:00.001-07:00

GUILTY ## .
hahas . YAHH . i kn00e i NEVER update s0 LONG . hahas
well ; i am g0iing t0 REWINDD x) f00r the SAKE of y00 pe0ple . [ WAHHH - ]

24 MARCH 2006 :
CROSS - COUNTRY ! whee . t0day ; RHOCK !
hahas . i went t0 the bl00diie x MAC RITCHIE with [ MI ] the GANG .hahas
dhenn . like durring the RUN :) LYSA ; TAS ; ME ; HAZ run t0gether .
then ME ; LYSA ; TAS is the n0 44 . hahas . s0 PROUDD siia s.
LAST YEAR ; we all hundred PLUS ;
yepp :))
i went somewhere after thaat . go SUPPORT [ MI ; HAM ; IZ ]
hahas . BURT ; i didnt' realyy SAW them PLAY laa s .
whee .
TIREDDD xD

25 MARCH 2006
hahas ; went OUT !
BLOCK 104 ; whee .
bl00diie SOCCER competiti00n laa s .
then we went queensway ; jp
lalaLAla s ~
they s0 MEAN ; disturb me . haiis .
CHILDISH !
the G-STRING was funny th0ugh .

BUS - STOP .

26 MARCH 2006
HAMDI ! HAPPY B'DAE .
x)

27 MARCH 2006
HAPPY B'DAE MS NGIAM !
x)

28 MARCH 2006
FIRST ##
day of ..

TUITION ! hahas x) whee .
i LOVE 'dd iit . x)

2006-03-17T23:11:00.000-08:00

haiis .
WHYME ?
why WHY why ?
iie d0ntt understand . why must it ALWAYS be me ?
why cannt it bee an0ther bl00diie s0ul .
ii have t0 be STUCK wiith this questi00n .
" .. yhiie s0 C0LD to him wan .. "
iie DUNNOE . iie reallyiie dunn00e .
its t0 COMPLICATEDD for mee to put int0 w0rdd s.
iie really cant take iit anym0ree .
WHY evrything appears t0 be MY fault siia ?

iie realyyiie NEED y00 t0 appear . QUICK - LY .

2006-03-16T23:35:00.000-08:00

t0dayy . ii went t0 watchh DORM !
BURT ; iit WASNT thaat SCARY .
yahh .
GREEN ; WHITEE =) thee paiir's c0l0ur .
pe0ple wh00 were dheeeree . y00 sh0uldd kn00e WHAT iie
mean . hahas . ii m MEAN .
after thaat . s0methiing happen'dd . nnd hey .
mr LONGG ! y00 aar s . iie dhunn have SPECIAL POWER
overr thaat pers0nn w0rrs . aniieh0w aar s .
hee s . y00 dhenn g0t FUNNY POWER laa s .
hahas . nnd ii'l TALK t0 hiim dde laa s .
CHEER UPP ! x)

2006-03-11T22:50:00.000-08:00

ok . s0 iie have nh0dd been BLOGG - iing laa s .
BURT ;
at least iie write d0wn on f00lscap paper .

5 MARCH 2006
12 : 52 am

aaaAAAR ;
thiis is un - FAIRNESS ! why must thiis be thee wayy
this week START . aaa ! haiis . DUMB !
angry ? SADD ? tiredd ?
iie dun00e whichh of thiis w0uld BEST describe my MOOD
now . WHY ? WHY tell me b0ut thatt GUY ?
- IIE DHUNN OK ? get iit ? go away ! STOP telling me .
ii ' ve heard ENOUGH ! [ ps : THANKiie x anyway =x f0r telling me the TRUTH ]
THINK ? iie really need t0 thinkk . DEEP - LY .
.......................................................................................................

5 MARCH 2006
4 : 52 AM

haiis . ii ' ve been thiinking . iie really . iie dunn00e .
iie THINK thaat .. iie rreally dunn0e .
MAYBE .. iie sh0uldd .
haiis . FORGET it .

WARNING : TO ALL THE PEOPLE OF THE WORLD .
NEVER ; DONT GET YOURSELF STUCK IN A LOVE TRIANGLE ! .
I MEAN IT .

6 MARCH 2006
11:52 PM

AAAARRHHH !
iie BEG any of y00 . KILLME ! what s the use ? STUDY- iing so HARDD ?
t0dayy ? iie g0t SCOLDED by my DADD cause of my HANDPHONE bill .
STUCK in there f0r TWO - LONG - HOURS . he WANTED to take my SIM CARD .
burt : iie REBEL x) iie feel BADD th0ughh . having t0 raiise myy VOICE .
s0rriie DADDY . haiis . why cant life be sweet nnd SIMPLE ?
realy ? was it my FAULT ? that iie diddnt get SCHOOL MONEY to payy my bills
for nov nnd dec ? was it ? nnd then he said we AREN'T supp0sedd t0 payy bills using our SCHOOL MONEY ? then ? HOW AM II SUPPOSE TO PAY .. ?
neemindd s . alreadyy yesterdayy was BADD en0ughh .

7 MARCH 2006
9 : 33 PM

WAHHHH - !
FIRST :
iie got SCOLDED by my chemistry teacher f0r myy EAR - rings
SECONDD :
iie got SCOLDED by my maths teacher f0r not meeting her .
the TRUTH is . iie CALLED her FIVE times but shee DIDNT pick upp .
THIRDD :
iie dunn0e .

BUT ; still t0dayy SCOLDEDD like HELL !! aaa .
THIRDD DAY OF THE WEEK nnd iie am like TIREDD of iit alreadyy !

8 MARCH 2006
10 : 44 pm

haiis . TODAY ?
A MATHS TEST WAS A KILLER !
haiis . dhunn wish t0 TALK bout iit .

...................................................

ONE LAST THING :
THIS WEEK SUCK '' dd !

2006-02-23T23:50:00.000-08:00

whee . ii am DE-streestiifiied . hahas . yepp : )) c0mm0n test iis OVER ! hahas . yepp : )) t0dayy iis so NICEE . wennt t0 watchh [ INST ] f0rr thee SEC0NDD timee wiith a wh0lee LOT of myiie sch00l pe0plee . yepp : )) HOW manyy = UN-c0untablee ( maybee =x ) hmmiie. yepp :)) thee theatre was FLOODING ! hahas . yepp : )) hmmiie . haiis . still . iit jus madee myiie THINK of thee thiings that HAPPENN'd iin myy lifee rhidee fr00m 0001 of 1st JANUARY 2006 . YEPP : )) thiing s aree jess gettiing WORSE nnd WORSE . ii jess h0pee iit will ENDD . nnd thaat wee will bee t0getherr as onee BIG famiilyy ; AGAIN ? yepp : ))

2006-02-18T23:46:00.000-08:00

t0dayy ? kind 0f FUN ! hee s . MEE ; tas ; benjii ; aiisyah ; aidaa . went t0 ACJC faiir laa . yepp :)) WAHHHHH - ! theiir sch00l s0 xxx - BIIG siia . hahas . dhenn thee PRINCIPAL iis s0 supp0rtingg dde . x ) hahas . dhenn ii bl0ddyiie NEVER wiin thee WALK - man f0nne :( hahas . yepp : )) after dhadd . wee went t0 CATCH a m0viie ; the FOG . yepp :)) ii dhunn really find it interestiing . yepp : ) ii thinkk ii sh0uld have watch [ INS2 ] ferr thee SECOND time better siia . haiis . dhenn . ii went JP ! hahas . g0 EAT ahdd swensenn . hahas .s0 YUMMY ! hahas . myy YOUNGER siis BDAE . hahas . LOL . yepp : )) ii atee A LOT . wann PUKE siia . hahas . kayys . ii BETTER g00 . yepp : ))

2006-02-16T21:55:00.000-08:00

SADD siia . hahas .t0dayy after sch00ll ii went to watchh ` ii NOT stupiied too.
hahas . DAMN nicee . hee s . bhudd so SADD . haiis . JOSHUA ANG . ! hee s .
# GANGSTERiism RHOCK s . hee s . BURT ; watchiing thee m0viie madee me realiise a LOT of thiings dde . yep :)) haiis . alth0ughh UNPLEASANT as iit mayy seems . haiis . iie wann WATCH manyy- MANY timee s MORE x)) .

____________ w0 menn dhunchh givee a DAMN .

2006-02-14T23:57:00.000-08:00

LAST few miinutee s bef0ree VALENTINE dayy overr . hahas . hmmiie .
haiis ; t0dayy iis such a FRUSTATING dayy siia . went t0 sch00l wiith s0mee pe0plee . PAISEH laa . thenn ; wee weree likee heldd upp ahdd sch00l causee of assemblyy . nnd ii was like LATE to meet myiie friiend llee . hahas . enddedd up ; wee didnnt g0 watch m0viie !! BURT ; wee watchinng dhiis saturdayy ~
haiis ; ahdd HOME ? dhunn ASK siia . went h0mee iin h0pee s of getiingg to STUDYY forr mathh s . DADDY askedd myiie to helpp him clear upp . nag nag NAG . hhhhhHH - ! nnd expect myiie to PASS . ! FATT h0pee . @#%#$^!&3 .

* h00ppiing thiing s will ghedd BETTER ___ #

2006-01-28T01:49:00.000-08:00

haiis . yesterday ; just WASNT my dayy . yahh s .
dhunn wanna talkk s bh0udd iit .
t0dayy ? w0kee up at three ! whee ./ hahas . s0 dumbb . hee . bhudd NICE ! ii sleppt f0rr TEN h0urrs . yahh s . ehrr . dhen . its likee t0dayy gh0dd BARBEQUE ! whee . / hahas . yahh s . cant WAIT ! myy siis b0ughtt NEW f0nne ! hhhHH -- ! neemindd . x)) ; will ghedd myy CHANCE s00n =) lalaLAla s ~

` ___ iim just N0T readyyiie ##

2006-01-16T11:09:00.000-08:00

whee . t0dayy s0 fun ! hee . thee SAGAN0 HIGH studeent camee . ! s0 FUN ! hahas . dhenn all chi0bu nnd shuaii like @%#@#$ . ii l0vee ume !! rh0ckk s ! hee . he s0 thee CUTE ! aaa s ! hee s =) ii als0 likee chihir0 nnd ri0 . ! hee . dheyy RHOCK ! hahas . LOL . tiredd lee . i MISS dhem !

x )) i HEART ume ! haha .

2006-01-07T04:23:00.000-08:00

whee ! !

ii gh0dd a new bl0gg . ! hee ( x . l0l . yehh . ii th0dd its timee t0 changee bba .
SICK nnd TIRED of dhee old blog lee . RH0CK onn . lalalas ~

' ' ' TODAY ; a NEW day ' ' ' whee ` # __ ' ' '